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Q : Looking back, when was your darkest moment?
🐱 : It was when I was 20 years old, before my debut. The company was in a difficult situation, so the team I was preparing with was essentially on the verge of disbanding. But as a trainee, I had to keep going.
I had moved up from Daegu, and my monthly living expenses were extremely low. I couldn't even afford a semi-basement room. That's when I started working. I did delivery jobs and gave lessons to make money. Just as I started earning like that, I got into a motorcycle accident. It took 10 years after that for me to finally get shoulder surgery.
That time was truly dark. I stayed holed up in my room and didn't even wash for two weeks. I was too scared to even leave the house. I couldn't go to college, and now that my shoulder is like this after an accident, I kept thinking, "What on earth is going to happen to my life?"
Everything I had done up to that point felt like a waste, but there were no programs like Show Me The Money back then. I felt hopeless. When the company asked why my shoulder was like that, I felt like I would be kicked out if I said I got into an accident while doing delivery work, so I just told them I rolled down some stairs. Surprisingly, the company paid for my college tuition and waited for me. There were a few more crises like that. Even now, thinking back to that time feels dark.

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