leila ni

a roof over my head without a catch is a luxury i never expected.

“big things coming” and it’s just my suicide

why does the wanting to be loved feel so pathetic

Is this all just endless torture?

... if only eleven was an age i was innocent.

i wish i could sleep all day because i wish to die when im awake

i legally died for twelve minutes four years ago. it was excellent.

do i have a soul?

when?

does it ever end?

“i love you” no😂😂😂😂😂you dont😂😂😂😂😂😂 no one ever has😂😂😂😂😂 and no one ever will😂😂😂😂😂

am i still a machine? am i still his weapon? was ending his life what he wanted me to do? have i unknowingly obeyed him one final time?

i'm like if a person wasn't

is this all there is

does anything ever change? do things get better?

i wish i was worth it

@yukinavisionz i miss you

i don’t want to be here anymore.

have i yet endured enough pain to deserve a glimpse of joy

@yukinavisionz yuki?????

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can we skip to the part where i die