Grotesque☆Dreams

The spectrum of #shedtwt

Does being hot trigger anyone else? Like the second I feel warmth it’s a reminder that I’m too fucking fat

i want to look like a doll too

i feel like nobody takes suicide attempts seriously anymore

How it feels to cut when ur bored

𑁊^. .^𑁊

Knowing I could’ve been ugw if I had just stayed in my honeymoon phase and didn’t binge

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@notastronology 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯 CARE TO TRY?

@Prtyndecaying YES THAT THAT

hey so ik it’s not recommended but PLEASE I NEED A TOXIC ANA COACH #edrtwt #edtwtㅤ #ricecaketwt #anatwt

@seaofd0ubts Aw (∩´͈ ᴖ `͈∩ ྀི) thank you so much Maru ♡♡♡

@Prtyndecaying its ok we all have our ups and downs,, ur not morbidly obese and even if u binged daily it would take u a lot to get there,,, i hope u feel better soon and reminder that it takes much more than we think yo actually gain fat ૮₍ɵ̷﹏ɵ̷̥̥᷅₎ა dont b too harsh on urself ame

I need to stop eating I need to die why am I such a fucking mess I'm gonna gain weight I'm gonna gain weight I already feel morbidly obese I cannot stop losing control I'm gonna fucking kill myself

who else feel disgusted when you feel too warm ? :( idk it just makes me feel like i’m eating too much

I think I'm binging so much because I struggle to find meaning in anything since I'm going to a doctors check in. If they try to make me gain weight anyway, why even bother? It's so fucking over

you skip one day of ur daily walks and you never do it again for abt six months

@seaofd0ubts @gesshokuuu Maru you're so smart for that omg

@gesshokuuu ur in ur gym fitness girl era and want to track macros 💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻 or mayb its a science/pe project and u have to track what u consume daily,,,👀👀

when i was making my soup yesterday my mom randomly asked me why i always weigh my food and i had NO idea what excuse to make up

praying its just the body dysmorphia and im not actually this fat,,

@seaofd0ubts WHAT WHY (╥ ᴗ ╥)???

I GOT LIMITED <///3 fuvk u twt moderation

how June is going

body check yo why is my ribcage so huge I don’t like it ( •̀⤙•́ ) also pls give bmi guesses