Selh'teus Rodin

Depressed gamer. Dives through MMO stuff cause work is exhausting. From top to bottom, Mercedes Evergreen, Wisteria Ka'aren, Selh'teus Rodin, Meirin Shinzaki. First three are PSO2, last is FFXIV. If you see me, feel free to give a /wave.

Promeia

@xbunyq it definitely sounds like something deep in the subconscious is re-triggering these events. being trapped in a loop like this...truly is hell, huh? does anything help at all, at this point?

As if right on cue lmao. I'm out w family and I want and should be happy but I'm suffering in my own dramatic world. Please I just want to put out of my own misery

@xbunyq considering my default state is "suffering"...depends on if i know the person well enough or not. honestly, someone deciding to actually yap at me is a mood booster in general at this point. cause they should know my default stat is "some level of depressed."

When ur suffering, do happy msgs like "hiii hru :D" piss you off or is that just me? I can't keep up with the energy, I'm sorry

@xbunyq some people just keep casting their line out even when they reel in a keeper. then again, people like us keep getting ~replaced~ no matter what we do...we just...gotta keep trying. hope someone eventually will be real.

Am I always destined to be abandoned when someone prettier or has more novelty comes along? Don't say Im special and pretend like you're not also in 2791832 other girls dms. I just want to stop getting hurt and tricked.

@qiandailove oooh i need me some of that...

My ass was too fat for main, check more of this cosplay (and ass) below patreon.com/posts/153717567

the shrine rn

Day of Birf 😳

@YouSpoonyBard1 @ZZZ_EN THAT'S who she reminded me of! I *knew* i'd seen that kind of look before but couldnt for the life of me remember who it was!

@ZZZ_EN I’m just sayin

Agent Record | Promeia "I've been prepared to crash and burn for a long time now." Promeia "Moths are destined to fade away in a lightless night... but I don't see that as tragic." "I'm waiting... for judgment." "Death isn't my enemy, it's... my salvation."

@BongoDoggo @ZZZ_EN @Azrial_Vanity

@ZZZ_EN @Azrial_Vanity JUST A WHAT PASSING THROUGH?????

Agent Record | Starlight - Billy "Just a Starlight Knight passing through!" Starlight - Billy "I bet you're dying to know who's riding this absolutely sick, insanely cool, straight-up illegal-levels-of-awesome motorcycle?" "That's right — it's me! Billy Kid!" Ugh, Wait a sec, this intro's kinda cringe... I was tryna go for something way cooler and more hype with like explosions and AHHHHH is my time almost up?! O—Okay, I gotta strike my coolest pose!

@xbunyq its not fun. but at this point, what's the answer? what's the win condition? there's always hope but the difficulty is figuring out how to contextualize it, how to make it tangible. honestly, having someone to blarg to about it, who understands...that goes a *long* way.

@VoidWalkerZero Sorry to hear you're dealing w this too :(

Ive been so down lately that i haven't even gooned. As much as I want to be all joking w it, it was one of the only things that bring me joy or get me thru the day

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@xbunyq nothing's wrong with having limits. honestly, its having limits that keeps you alive. they may be weird limits, but they're yours. you define yourself with them. and the first step to surviving the Void, is to Know Yourself. You're not awful. you're aware.

How are my standards so low yet so high at the same time? D: like... I don't expect loyalty or dates anymore but I also specifically can't be w someone who is skinny, uses ":3" or boosts egirls in his spare time bc I find it cringe. I'm awful.

@skullyz_z @JJunkWarrior oh my god Bed of Chaos was SUCH a stupid fight...it wasnt even *challenging* it was "you dont know what's going to fall so trial and error it till you succeed" in the *worst* way possible.

@VoidWalkerZero @JJunkWarrior I would like for scientists to examine the brain of somebody who unironically think the bed of chaos is peak design. But I do think for the most part, thoes games do difficulty well.

lotta people have this idea that if someone complains about a games difficulty theyre just bad at it when there's instances where the game's approach to difficulty could just be very shitty

@goreban666 @JJunkWarrior its funny too considering it was *Demons' Souls* that kicked off the genre. But it was Dark Souls that made it popular, for some reason. and Demons' was *rough*. not just difficulty-wise but gameplay-wise too. Dark 1 was the more polished game yet still had its problems.

@VoidWalkerZero @JJunkWarrior So much of DS1 sucks fat ass but it’s hidden underneath all the glaze that game gets.

@xbunyq 23's not super old and anyone who thinks people should have their shit together by then is a fool and should be eaten. growing up isnt throwing away the child, its evolving the child. weaving the child into the new world you're stuck living in. not casting it aside.

I'm 23 but I act like an immature child when I get like this. I am just a child honestly. I haven't grown up yet.

Going really slow this #WutheringWaves patch, but i just did Luuk's first little meeting with the waffles and the way this man be going on about making my FemRover dinner... Literally spoke out loud "my god he really would make a good husband." and "SIR. i am STRAIGHT."

@CottontailVAVA the tootsie-roll center of a tootsie-pop.

what am I staring at ? wrong answers only

@xbunyq do they seem to have any relation to one another? a sound, a scent, a sight? even if you cant stop them, you might be able to predict when one's about to hit and take measures to more easily ride them out.

@chiefwindex DMC2 Dante can be your favorite if you want, i mean his outfit is pretty badass and Majin DT was the inspiration for Sin DT after all, but his character in that game was so far removed from what both creators and fans wanted that they narratively walked it back in later games.

@chiefwindex it didnt "ruin his character" it contextualized *why* he was the way he was in DMC1. DMC2 was the *outlier* of the series, and every other game shows that. even the DEVS show that, in the DMC collection where they gloss over 2 during the summary of the series.

There’s definitely been a vibe shift because Dante was considered a turbo virgin dork that didn’t know what sex was for decades on the internet and now new fans are calling him a perv