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Sometimes I wish I could share with you guys everything that is happening in my life behind the scenes. I try my best to keep it private. But damn 😞, recently there has been a lot and I’m trying to my hardest to get through it 😮💨🥺
Today was the first day I did a 4+ hour stream since I got sick a little while back 🥹🥹 I am so blessed and beyond proud of digging myself out of the deepest and most depressing hole I’ve ever been in before. To be able to give this time back to my community and give them the content they deserve is a full circle kind of feeling. Thank you to everyone who never gave up on me and continue to support me. I truly love you and I mean it when I say, I probably wouldn’t be here right now if it wasn’t for you guys 🥹❤️
After going to the doctor today, I’m crying. I’m crying because I finally have answers to my questions that I have had the last two years but I’m also crying because of how FRUSTRATING the medical industry is. I only got these answers because I advocated for myself. Finally got the test I’ve so desperatly needed, that was so obvious but not one doctor suggested to me. I’m furious and sad that it took this long but now having closure, I now know what I need to do to get back to myself. So please, always advocate for yourself, even when no one is listening. You aren’t crazy. You know your body better than anyone. Don’t get brushed off with your concerns. Again, YOU AREN’T CRAZY!! Stop letting doctors tell you it’s “just anxiety”. I am so tired of hearing that. I KNEW something was wrong. Fuck that. Be heard and always stand your ground fam 😭🥺
I’ve been waiting for this game to come out and I can’t wait to play it with you all!! 🥹☺️
LIVE NOW!!
Assassin’s Creed: Shadows babyyy!!
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Sometimes I wish I could explain to people the amount of pain I am in on a daily basis. The migraines, that I’m currently in physical therapy for. The fatigue, the brain fog, the depression that comes from not being able to function the way I want every day. Don’t get me wrong I am so much better than I was but unless you have lived it, you will never understand the true suffering and struggle. I’m on the right track but I have a long way to go. I gave everything to my community the first 4 years I streamed. I worked so incredibly hard and put out the most entertaining streams for everyone watching. Unfortunately right now I’m recovering from one of the hardest times in my life though. For the people who stay and support, knowing no matter what you will always be able to come to a stream and laugh your ass off, thank you. Your patience and understanding is honorable and appreciated more than you will ever know. There are no words that can explain how much I love my community, the people who watch and believe in me. Because they know one day I’ll be back, and they will be able to say they never gave up on me. That is one of the main reasons I decide to wake up every day 🥹😭❤️
This is an appreciation post to all the editors in this industry. The ones who can take videos and clips and turn it into content and a story. The time,effort and skill to be able to do that blows my mind. I don’t care if AI is taking over. I love my editors and they deserve all the praise in the world. Thank you for being our backbone and foundation to sharing with everyone our vision and love of what we do.
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@jookien@Moochie_Designs@maxpanda_
When I first started streaming, it was my dream to have a white 4Runner. It was my first big purchase 🥹 four years later, I still have it, and I will never get rid of it because it constantly reminds me of how far I’ve come. She’s a beaut ❤️😍
Guys, my stream room is 55 degrees. Propane getting delivered tomorrow. I’m so sorry but it’s too cold up there!! Stream pushed to tomorrow!! Love you nerds!!