✞ rubaidh

"For the mountains may depart and the hills be removed, but my steadfast love shall not depart from you, and my covenant of peace shall not be removed,” says the Lord, who has compassion on you.

I find male transphobes particularly predatory because their argument often comes down to some stranger I wanted to have sex with owed me that body. This is just more rape culture. What someone does with their own body is a "crime" because he desired & wanted to use it.

i’m seriously spiraling

did u know everytime we touch ISN'T a cascada original?

@qirteb unfortunately i'm a mankisser

@leftatrome Why even care about what blokes think

reasons i can't be autistic, according to Blokes On The Internet™ - have had sex - smile sometimes - "don't sound autistic" - "don't look autistic" - lashes done - charge they phone - be bisexual - eat hot chip and lie

my only hope for free and consistent long-lasting therapy is nhs psychological services but they write everything you tell them down. obvs ive been involved with mh services on some level basically my whole life but i don't want my innermost hopes dreams and fears on my nhs notes

i have to squeeze every last drop out of anything resembling love before it leaves forever

I USED TO LIGHT YOU UP NOW I CANT EVEN GET YOU TO PLAY THE DRUMS

@lilbostar_ I dont have bpd! but I was misdiagnosed with it for 3 years so i guess i kinda relate on some level

having bpd is fun isn’t it

da urges r strong tonight but i will defeat them bc da urges may be swole but i am swoler

@rewildyrmind my dude rn is really hot and cold and its giving me emotional motion sickness. i am so ready to marry him and have ten million babies and so is he!!! but like only sometimes and then hes cold and distant. ffs

@leftatrome Yeah same. I think at least for me it’s CPTSD and disorganized attachment. I always end up falling for avoidant and emotionally unavailable people 😅

i have problems that disappear when i am not romantically involved with someone and rapidly recur when i am romantically involved with someone. insecurity, extreme clinginess, my entire mood resting on how they treat me, a desire to move extremely fast

do not show this to my psychiatrist he'll rediagnose my bpd. 🚫PSYCHS DNI🚫

but also i have horrible object permanence. when i'm single i think i don't want a relationship or am at least ambivalent towards the idea of one. and then i get with someone and i'm like THIS IS THE BEST EVER MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE NOW PLEASE MORE I LOVE YOU AAAAAA

@bya3k my... branding? my name, which is... my name? my cover pic and pfp which are drawings i did of myself and my teddy bear?

@leftatrome yeah you are. social media charm is real world charm. you cannot grow an audience of nameless and faceless people without being minimally sociable/likeable in the most general sense. even your branding signals you know what people like and respond well to.

@Nikotineuser @bya3k don't you know, if you have friends and can use a computer to communicate your thoughts, you aren't autistic /s

@bya3k @leftatrome i don’t really see the point of the argument ur making, it is recognized as a spectrum, people have different traits of autism with some things more or less severe in one case vs another.

@VanityVonroe @bya3k i stole this, i hope you dont mind!

@bya3k @leftatrome Taps sign

@KnaryFeathers a disorder is not something you can identify your way into

@leftatrome Well I identify as autistic🤷‍♂️ You can choose to accept that, or limit your club to only medically-approved autistic people so you have less friends🤷‍♂️

whats the word for when ur autistic and u dont fit in with the girl autistics bc ur too much of a boy and u don't fit in with the boy autistics bc ur too much of a girl

@KnaryFeathers because it's actually a disablity, and just feeling like you have it is not evidence of its presence on its own. to be autistic, one must actually be measurably autistic. there are criteria for a reason.

@leftatrome I'm confident I'll pass what do I need a bunch of normies to declare it for?🤷‍♂️

does my tummy hurt because of my actual tummy or Is She Here

@ToontownHacks asd just stands for autism spectrum disorder

@leftatrome ASD Source: Have ASD lv2