Luck ★ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ

It’s so depressing when the novelty and dopamine from food is gone but you’re still having b/p episodes (I know I keep complaining about shit but I’m NOT HAVING IT RN.)

@meowlimic It’s genuinely so miserable 😭 logically I know I should drink MORE water but my ED lizard brain wants me to dry out like a worm on a hot sidewalk

@luckystickbug real as fuck any time the number on the scale goes up for whatever reason it feels like my life is over

Hahaahahaha retaining 4lbs of water literally feels like nothing will ever be okay again

@meowlimic Holy shit yeah. HF purging is not a flex bc sometimes I can’t or won’t even want to keep liquids down it feels SO shitty.

everyone wants to know how to purge until you drink a little too much water too fast and then sit in bed trying not to involuntarily throw it up😍

@ghostivyleaves HES SO PRECIOUS STAWP

get ready to constantly see him btw

Born to post body checks, forced to have extremely identifiable tattoos on almost every part of my body 😔

@ccnotez Dude you look sm smaller than the BMI in your bio (hope that’s not weird to say 😭)

am i chubspo or averagespo be brutally honest 👀 #edrtwt irls pls do not find me thru this🤞

@ghostivyleaves In spirit but simultaneously wouldn’t wish it on anyone 😔

had a dream that I b/ped with someone else. my subconscious yearns for connection still

@ghostivyleaves YESSS you get me 🫶

@luckystickbug I am a big fan of this term foodcel chud I'm spiritually connected

The way all my roommates are at work when I’m home and the store is a 20 min walk from our apartment is playing with fucking fire for a foodcel chud like myself

@rariizzoo Hypermobile Ehlers Danlos it makes my connective tissue weaker and stretchy, sorry if this example is weird lmao 😭

@luckystickbug Whats that, may i ask?

“Your ed will make you look older” Thank god, that’s what i wanna hear. Im tired of being an adult yet people assuming i look younger

@ghostivyleaves DUDEE also my current obsessioncheck but I’m farrr ☠️

omfg I am so close to my next bodycheck goal I NEED TO GET THINNER I HATE MYSELF🖕🖕🖕🖕

@meowlimic HELL YEAH 🤘

ok so i failed BUT i kept down food for the first time in a week and made it till 7pm without b/p which is later than usual so it’s still progress

I get tempted to post my b / p & c / s hauls for goofs but idk if that’s cringe since I don’t really get engagement here ☠️

@rariizzoo Ts keeps happening to me too it’s so stressful :(

Im feeling so fucking suicidal rn , 4th trying to puke and i barley got anything out, i def had like 3k+ cals today , i need to die

Ripped the cart while taking a hot bath as a bulimic with POTs and I heard the trumpets

@meowlimic Wait I really like this, listened to a bit on my walk 🤩

@luckystickbug split personalities - 12 rods !! i could go on and on about this album and how much it means to me it’s a little obscure but Idgaf i love 12 rods

interaction bait teehee 😈

Nothing pisses me off and triggers me more than being told I can’t change something about my body. I have never “accepted” anything in my life, hold my fucking fork.