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v's intro / #shedtwt ' 17 | he/they ' trying to lose weight secretly after my second recovery attempt 😞🤞 sh'ing since I was 9 - ana since 13 I am open to dms and would love friends on here 🫡 #edtwt #shedtwt #anatwt #bsdshedtwt #pjoshedtwt

hopefully bring me back down to the low 120s so it'll be easy to get to the 110s. I wanna be in the 110s by the time school starts but with all these vks my family takes idk my progress gets side tracked a lot

like my weight falls in 115-120s and was in the 130s briefly but I think that's cause I was drinking a lot of milkshakes and high cal drinks at work the past month so i prob gained weight from that. cutting out those kind of drinks and restricting will -

constant fight with myself on getting worse and full on relapsing or going back to recov 🫩 I just wanna be skinny again but my bodys set weight isn't as skinny as I wish it was 😭😭

@remulious won't ever do it again trust I learned my ways🫡🫡😔🫡😔😔

Burned 1k cals today yk what I don't feel as shitty abt eatting 1146 cals anymore I basically burned everything off

@BigAcornlvl wish I could believe this kind of optimism but ty bro means a lot someone thinks I could do it🙏

@valleyvison dooont say that nobody is doomed u can recover because i believe in you bro and if u keep working at it slowly it will pass cuz das life

ik damn well vk undid any progress I made and worse im gonna kms😭 I've been fasting for 24hrs and weighed myself. I'm the same weight I was before I left but I could weigh more tbh it could just be the water weight I lost while fasting idk kms kms kms

I get weirdly emotional when normaltwt is actually nice to me like wdym you don’t think im a disgusting freak that should just die in a hole n u actually wish me well

tbh the only reason I don't c/t like daily is cuz im lazy. like bro I'm too tired to deal w blood this late ill do it another day

i hate people who constantly talks about their interests but brush me off when i try talking about mine, like if im listening to yours you can at least show some respect its really not that hard

I remember I got almost 3 MILLION FUCKING VIEWS on a tweet abt this book I was tweeting about and jt scared me si bad I deleted it.

1,145 cals today 🫩 had to eat some stupid ass gyros from a kit for dinner. if all goes to plan tmmr I should be able to eat in the 600s since I work at 4 and can just fast from that point on. I'm supposed to eat on breaks but I don't anymore jst nap LMAO

how to skip meals and restrict when ur mom knows about your ed and will force you back on a meal plan if I am too obvious.. for a friend #edtwt

@pink_haircassie Holy shit she's real?? why is she doing voice messages in ur dms😭😭 fr thought she was just some teenager trolling

baby nico was so iconic for this honestly

you accidentally sign up for quora when you're 12 and they'll send you emails when you're on your deathbed too. i fucking BLOCKED them, how am i still getting these??? i'm 20 years old please Let It Go

@vmpzbf pre made sandwiches and wraps at gas stations / stores are genuinely caloric nightmares 🫩

i literally just wanted a snack for the road WDYM 740CAL ?!?!?!??!!!??!!!

i hate how socially acceptable it is to be on your phone texting other people while you're hanging out with someone. i think its disrespectful and annoying to spend your time disengaged with someone you supposedly like to the point you're choosing a different person to talk to