I dont “identify as” a woman, I dont “want to be” a woman, I AM a woman. My dysphoria isnt “self hatred” or “internalized transphobia”.
I’m not “conforming to gender roles” by transitioning. The patriarchy hates to see a trans woman transition. It is not subversive not to.
I stand by that Men's fashion is just ladies fashion thats behind the times and because of toxic masculine bullshit its just lagging further and further behind.
@lunamoder Been diagnosed recently. I could take everything else about it (this is a lie I couldnt) if only I could get rid of the "Favorite Person" thing. I hate having that ONE PERSON that my brain is like "Nope, this is them, they are going to hear all of it."
Exhausting
bpd mood cycle is so weird like one moment im an all powerful beautiful goddess i can do anything i want fuck all of you haters 👿💅😏😡 and the next moment im a pathetic tiny little girlfailure that needs to sob into a girls chest and needs to be comforted and reassured 😇😖🥺😭
@HighQueenDeeDee everyone has a threshold and my traumas exceeded my friends patience so far yeah i tend to not do it too often anymore. i dump on twitter instead for everyone elses displeasure now lmao
@ellaerislives I dunno, maybe its because I'm a very large woman and its hard to spin a lot without getting light headed in a bad way, but I've never understood "Skirt go spinny"
@BunnyBuggs30595@MaximusCockburn@zureeal I understand that, and I'm glad you are healthy and feel normal at that weight. I'm 5'11 and 412 because of some AWFUL choices in my life that I am corrected every day, and the idea of anyone being that close to 100 lbs feels unhealthy to me.
I'm sorry if I made you feel bad. <3
@MaximusCockburn@HighQueenDeeDee@zureeal Seeing everyone respond negatively to being 120-125 and saying it looks “sickly” when I’m 5’2 at 122-125 and I look and feel normal and fine (as in not anorexic).
I get what they’re saying, but I wish they wouldn’t call it sickly just bc it’s not for them 😭
i'd been waiting for wick to explode emotionally and it was gratifying to watch but now it's hard to even enjoy bc cr fans don't understand that they're watching Actors play Characters and use in-character discord to attack cast members (usually aabria) for no fucking reason
Being a Millennial trans woman who only transitioned in the last 5 years, there is literally no support network for me. The trans women my age are overwhelmingly transmeds, and the trans women who have similar experiences are mid 20s, who judge me for being old. Fuck you all.