wtf i’ve been mentally ill and messed up forever even the “traumatizing” things that happened to me later on didn’t rlly traumatize me i feel like. like im fine from that but more messed up about such insignificant things or things that don’t matter “as much”
@_angelsblo0d You shouldn't get into any of those, Bella. All of them will mess you up super bad.
I don't mean to come off as preachy or anything, it just made me sad to see you wishing this, alright?
i wanna be in the hospital i want to die i want to be close to death i want everyone to pay attention to me i want to be fragile i want to be seen i want to be taken seriously