AJ Conlin

“As an artist, I often find that my life and my faith intertwine in the most profound ways. I spend most of my free time painting, the process of creating makes me feel closer to my own creator, my God. “Becoming a mother had been a dream of mine for so long, but the reality hit me hard. As I struggled with postpartum depression, the transition into new parenthood was incredibly challenging. I felt trapped in a relentless fog where connecting with others seemed impossible. All I could do was sit in my bed and pray for help. “Even though it didn’t cure my depression, I found strength in my faith. The only constant I could rely on was Jesus Christ. With His help, I was able to piece my life back together, with His power serving as the glue. This reinforced my belief that bringing my doubts and trials to God is a profound act of faith. “Later, when working on my piece ‘This Too Shall Pass,’ I felt God guide me once again. While searching to know my God better, I had a vision in which I saw the essence of a painting—a hand coming down to touch a girl’s head. At that moment, I understood what I needed to paint, along with its message and meaning for me: I can feel God in my life despite not being able to see. God is there even during our toughest trials. “Being able to create the way I have has really felt like a gift from God. Each moment of creation feels like a collaboration with heaven. I feel like I’m doing something small, knowing it’s preparing me for something grander in my future. “In those moments of creating, I feel the most connected to God—like I’m partaking in the divine act of creation as He does. My art truly is my prayer; it’s my focused time with God. Reminding me of the beauty of faith and creation even amidst the challenges of life.” — Jenna Conlin Artwork: “This Too Shall Pass,” by Jenna Conlin