I'm homeless and broke.
I've been living on the road in the trailer I built, trying to make Stealing Fire into something that could sustain a life -- and fuck man, I've burned through everything I had.
Right now the math doesn't work. I'm sober, no psychedelics since last year. I'm not asking to be saved -- I'm asking for help getting through.
What would actually help: somewhere safe to park in the Pacific Northwest, paid work I can do remotely (writing, research, web, technical) or in person (manual labor, service -- I've done both, I'll do them again), and money for gas, food, and repairs.
Links below. If you can't give, a repost reaches someone who can.
Vagueposting while broke was easier than writing this. It was also dishonest, and this account has only ever worked when I've been honest.
A lot of you have been here for years. You sent comments and DMs I read when I had nothing else. You're a big part of why I stopped hating myself a long time ago.
I almost didn't post this. Thank you for still being here.
"How did this drug do this? How did 350 milligrams of a white solid produce this effect?
And then I realized the drug had almost nothing to do with it."
— Sasha Shulgin, on his first psychedelic experience.
Everyone always talks abt losing their facial fat and chubby cheeks in their late 20s-30s. Please God let me keep my baby face for life it’s, like, my trademark
Wrecked this morning worshiping.
What a God we serve, he is so good.
I don’t want anything in my life that doesn’t lead me to the Lord.
What a God! What a God!
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I just heard the most disturbing audio and I won’t share because I don’t have confirmation of truth but if it is true it’s disgusting and really sad.
It’s very bad.
With my mother, whose curiosity and kindness helped shape the path I walk today.
Grateful for the lessons that took root early and continue to grow.
Happy Mother’s Day to all who nurture life in every form.
They call them “data centers” because calling them “mass surveillance centers” would cause a national uprising.
The government and Big Tech don’t build billion-dollar facilities in the middle of nowhere just to store your family photos.
They are building the infrastructure for a surveillance state— one capable of monitoring your speech, mapping your behavior, tracking your movements, analyzing your purchases, harvesting your biometrics, and building a real-time digital profile of your entire life.
And they package it all under buzzwords like “AI,” “security,” and “innovation” so the public blindly applauds the expansion of the very system being built to monitor them.
WAKE UP BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE.
@Josh__Hardman It looks like methylone might be approved before mdma at this point. Not saying that’s good or bad, just that it got the green light to fast track research for it.
‘The big controversy here is if Resilient gets approval without having to do another Phase III.’
Do you think Resilient should have to do another Phase III before its MDMA candidate is FDA approved for PTSD?
"President Donald Trump’s latest executive order to accelerate medical treatments for serious mental illness, notably psychedelics, was described by one advocate to @Militarydotcom as 'a turning point' for the military veteran community." military.com/daily-news/202…