Lida
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The last few hours at my Hospital has led to this: if I am going to continue fighting for my life, it is going to cost money. After receiving numerous messages asking me how they can donate to support me, there is a new GoFundMe to help me reclaim my life in an attempt to be pain-free. The other option is to end treatment and invoke in-home hospice. Whatever amount you are comfortable giving, it will go a long way to helping me get the specialized and daily treatment I need. Thank you for reading this post, and please feel free to ask any question about my medical challenges. gofund.me/72cd18a56





Update: the colorectal surgeon has come back with an option of reinserting the GJ tube. It would keep my stomach decompressed to avoid bowel obstructions. I am contemplating this or hospice. Having the GJ this year led to 2.5 months of pain and suffering. I fought so hard to get it removed. How will I do with the minute-by-minute pain from it? What is if I never gain weight and I’m stuck with it for the rest of my life? Tonight is the hardest night of my life. Too many changes in one day. This is my last post for tonight. I need to think what is worth it.




























