Mashiro/Tom

ADDRESSING THE ELEPHANT(S): okay i think it's time to talk about some things that happened today relating to me thank you @Banana04190422 for bringing this to my attention (also i think it's funny that this is the 1 year anniversary of kanye bullets ((those who know)) TL;DR, bro folded 💀no i am not ending my life, transfership of this account is against TOS but not out of the question yet. yes the messages are real. i am not asking for a second chance, (it would be like a fifth chance) but instead to earn forgiveness. this is also the last time i'm talking about this, but if you want to clown / unfollow / block me because of what you read today i completely understand. @westjett1 thats all you need to read up to for rent. okay lets go through the screenshots: pre-cursor i have been seeing a lot of messages accusing me of su1c1de baiting which frankly i find pretty disgusting. i had got a therapist a psychiatrist (this mf is 600usd an hour) and two new meds (lamotrigine and another that i don't remember) to help stabilize my mood. i would like to thank @erafps for helping me through that very dark time in my life. people who are very involved in the scene call me a su1c1de baiter, which is honestly extremely abhorrent to accuse someone of. i am in a much better place now thankfully. some of those messages are from that dark time. that isn't an excuse as to why i shared them, but i hope that gives some context. the fake leaks obviously not my intention. i wasn't verified either so i wasn't making money off those tweets. i was/am a dumb kid. b-slur the use of the b slur for hispanic people isn't one that i find offensive. i am part cuban and speak enough spanish to get around. i don't find it offensive. HOWEVER, i understand that it is still an offensive word used to undermine mexicans and hispanics alike. that word doesn't have a place in the VALORANT community f-slur this one is inexcusable. i am disgusted by myself. i feel valorant is a very inclusive game and to be derogatory to trans people / lgbt goes against what game changers / valorant is about. niga in chinese is you okay i thought this was correct. niga in KOREAN means you, not chinese. simple mistake from me. not sure why it is in the thread. sorry to the chinese, this one is actually funny to me, bc im korean. digger/digga i really don't know why this is apart of the thread. this is just a vocal stim i picked up from ohnepixel. it means bro in german and it sounds funny. c-slur similar to b-slur, but i am primarly korean/viet. but i don't find this word to be offensive. i completely understand that other people do and as a public figure i understand that my language should be monitored, will work towards that. people talking about zhaogi in the erafps discord server i am not affiliated with those people. i talk to them, but they are not my friends. i messaged her to make sure that i wasn't harassing her. she said my tweets were okay. don't understand where people are getting this idea that i prey on women. clutx_ video the @ClutX_ video doesn't even make sense to me. i have my preferences to which type of women i like. again, i don't associate with the people that were featured in the video, i may talk to them, but i don't consider them friends. IDF some people in the erafps discord server are of israeli descent / live in israel. i made jokes about israelis and supporting the israeli cause because i thought they would find it funny. is making fun of a genocide in palestine funny? at the time, i thought it was. not a good idea. if anyone can find a good program to donate to the victims in palestine (not one that is just a scam but one with real effect then i will donate my twitter earnings from this week) solutions: 1. im not ending my life. stop suggesting that, im just going to block you and move on 2. transfer account ownership against TOS, looking for a work around as a potential solution, again looking unlikely 3. pr training. long overdue. not sure how to start but will look into it again, im not going to talk about this anymore. but if you do not support me after these seeing these messages / block me / unfollow i completely understand tweets will continue as normal

BBL @Roseval0 on which region is the strongest: "I think Pacific and EMEA. Americas individually good players, but their game is not good. "As I said about NRG - they're playing the game one way."

GG 2-0 @KarmineCorp, back to top3 :) et le retour de ça