Moom 🐋

Unpinning at < bmi 16

@ghostdemos IT WAS SOO YUMMY!! I'm not usually a pizza person but I love chicken and mushroom ones 😍 (though it was thick crust and im not a fan of thick crust)

@Moom65953 LOOKS SO GOOD!!! i love pizza 😍

Estimating like 1000kcals ?? bf randomly turned up with a whole takeaway pizza and said he wanted to split it with me :( I can't even say no when he suggests sh*t like that, he's too cute. I'm so fat.

It had chicken on it though so protein 😛✌️

Pork and broccoli !! 🥰

Therapist called me an 80 year old today because I mentioned I drink hot squash 😭

@soappwoo Chocolate chocolate would be even better tbf 😭🤌

Kiss him. This sh*t is adorable idc.

@unthinkingmeow This is actually so reassuring, I was thinking 600, max like 800 or something 😭🙏

@Moom65953 max 500

HELP CAL ESTIMATE. I have no idea. My mother cooked this for me and it was like stir fried, I think it's minced beef, peppers, mushroom, peas, and onion? I don't know what to track it as? I'm horrible at estimating portion sizes ????

@grotesque_03599 I think I logged it as 600 but the amount of oil my mother uses when cooking terrifies me

@Moom65953 all depends on the oil but id say 500-600

@deformedveggie Man idk, the amount of oil my mother cooks with scares me. I estimated 600 cals. I didn't eat the rice, I'm just paranoid. My logic; 200 meat, 100 veggies, 300 for oil 😭 ur probably right though it's likely closer to 400 for just the stir fry mix. Tyyy🫶

@Moom65953 It looks like a pretty small portion, so I’d say max 250 for the meat, an added 50 ish cals for the vegetables (probably an over estimation), and 40 ish cals for cooking oil, and 160 ish for the rice I think So probably max 500 with over estimation

Not going to eat the rice actually.

Might start taking my antidepressants again. Idk they lowk gave me insomnia and nausea but they did decrease my appetite...? That feels like cheating though. I deserve to suffer more Anyway first week of May :(

Was gonna have a big ass omelette tonight with cheese and everything. But my mother just triggered the hell out of me. Maybe I should just fast instead. Until I blow away in the wind

Might have a metab day as I'm plateauing

Was at 550 calories and then he came in and offered me banana bread. So yesterday ended on 750 😞

Mushrooms my beloved, // 30kcals <3

He's making dinner for me tonight :( I love him but it's stressful not knowing the cals. Anyway, rattus 🤎

I was doing so well yesterday until he made banana bread at 3am why did I eat the banana bread. And I didn't just have one no. But TWO SLICES OF BANANA BREAD IM SO FCKIGN FAT

@Anonwtbb That sounds so scary 😭 the dreams always feel so real too 💔

@Moom65953 i hate dreams like that omg, i once dreamed that someone exposed my acc to my whole class💀

Had a dream that I saw my irl on here