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@akabeth10 @JoeGayHistorian @Veritaserum44 That is an insane thing to say in this specific context

@PorcelainTroll @JoeGayHistorian @Veritaserum44 Maybe don't ask homosexuals, "are you sure you aren't just a little bit turned on by the opposite sex's anatomy when it's shoved in your face?"

Most gay men (myself included) try to be respectful by not openly voicing that we find female anatomy repulsive, but this ideology seemingly gives us no choice! It destroys everything it touches, especially the people caught up in it, like this young woman. MGMEHA

@Veritaserum44 @sappholives83 @TheParty1sOver Yes? Relevance?

@PorcelainTroll @sappholives83 @TheParty1sOver Aren’t you a man?

I suppose it was only a matter of time before these men started pretending to have diseases that only affect wome— sorry, “people who have a uterus.” Note the way he uses “c*s.” (We told you it was a slur.) Next episode: Woman gets banned from endometriosis support group.

@Veritaserum44 @sappholives83 @TheParty1sOver Then I ask that you make this clear, lest people be misguided by your unsupported declarations

@PorcelainTroll @sappholives83 @TheParty1sOver Call it an educated guess.

@Veritaserum44 @sappholives83 @TheParty1sOver You make this declarative statement as though it were undeniably true, so I must assume you have some proof?!

@PorcelainTroll @sappholives83 @TheParty1sOver So I’ve heard, but if anything it’s incredibly rare. This guy is “identifying” as having endometriosis to validate his cross-sex persona.

@gwynevere07 @Veritaserum44 By ‘it’ do you mean the female anatomy, its form, and all the parts which make the whole? Or more specifically the idea female genitalia in a sexual context? The latter makes sense to me, the former doesn’t so much

@PorcelainTroll @Veritaserum44 It genuinely repulses most gay men I've ever spoken to, myself included.

@akabeth10 @JoeGayHistorian @Veritaserum44 Oh come off it

@JoeGayHistorian @PorcelainTroll @Veritaserum44 It's 2026 and we're having to defend and explain homosexuality. 😮‍💨

@JoeGayHistorian @Veritaserum44 So, would “women, in their entirety, repulse me” be a correct statement to describe how you feel?

@PorcelainTroll @Veritaserum44 The female body genuinely repulses me, especially their genitalia. I'm turned off by their behavior, their mannerisms, the way they move, the way they think, the way they talk.

@Veritaserum44 A sexual disinterest in female genitalia is quite different from visceral disgust or repulse to female anatomy in and of itself. I think the typical perspective in this regard is a neutral ambivalence.

I am at best indifferent to it. I don’t find it appealing or arousal-inducing whatsoever, and I’ve long said that my brain cannot compute it. So female anatomy is repulsive to me in that if it were near me, I would immediately want to get away from it, partly out of my genuine disinterest in it, but also out of the deep respect I have for women and my wish to never objectify them and their bodies.

@Veritaserum44 @sappholives83 @TheParty1sOver Obviously this person is abusive and deranged, but it is entirely physiologically possible for men—including typical men who do not use exogenous oestrogen—to develop endometriosis. Rare, but incorrect to say not possible

@sappholives83 @TheParty1sOver These men are LITERALLY the worst.

I love art I love beauty

@TTExulansic Oh I’m so so sorry 😞

Rupert is gone. He was a good cat.

@thepeacepoet99 Jimmie Saville

The coolest thing about not being obese anymore is that I can finally wear fun clothes. Would anyone else wear this tracksuit?

@TTExulansic Sounds odd but leave a few clothes that you’ve worn for a day around the house. In any moments of relative lucidity he may have, he may find comfort by smell

Rupert update. He's back home. He responded positively to steroids and lymphoma medication. He's a little better but still unable to see and very confused. He's tolerating being held though, so he's more aware of me than he was Saturday.

@TTExulansic @RayAlexWilliams Oh bless, hoping for the best

@PorcelainTroll @RayAlexWilliams I am waiting for them to call with the results of his imaging still.

Many people are pointing out my desire to crossdress again is akin to an addict relapsing and they sympathize with my struggles. There’s definitely a degree of truth to this model. However, although the patterns of dopamine-driven sexual behavior does indeed resemble addiction, the analogy only goes so far because whereas the self-destructive harms of drugs and alcohol are objective and clear cut, pinpointing why crossdressing and kink is self-destructive is harder, especially when framed in the classical consent-based liberal framework of harm vs the conservative, external framework. Because there is of course the religious angle, which defines the self-destruction on transcendent moral terms. Another approach would be to talk about the dangers of engaging in risky sexual behaviors like anonymous Grindr sex, which is common with AGP, or extreme sexual behaviors that cross ethical boundaries. Another would be the risk of going down the transition route and how that can blow up your social life and family. However, whereas the benefits of sobriety from drugs and alcohol are clear cut, “sobriety” from crossdressing also brings with it tremendous internal distress because you are constantly spending mental energy fighting your desires. There is a mental cost to repression that’s not analogous to repressing the cravings to relapse on drugs. And depending on your value system, the consequences are different given that following the pathway of self-individualism and sexual expression can bring upon tremendous personal happiness whereas alcoholism is objectively destructive. GCs will talk about the harms for society with regards to safeguarding women and children (though the ultra position that all non-HSTS crossdressing is morally objectionable is extremely unworkable as a theory.) The religious conservative of course will say it’s a philosophical mistake to define personal life “success” subjectively in terms of individual happiness, and instead want to ground it in an objective transcendent moral system. But the problem is that barring a miracle from God it’s very difficult to use the spiritual practices of religion to completely suppress our desire to indulge our passions. “Just don’t sin!” is not very practical advice when it comes to something deeply embedded as sexuality. (And yes I’m aware of the fact people will bring up pedophilia at this juncture but the liberal consent framework can handle that though there are some weird edge cases; the conservative position also has unintuitive edge cases like masturbation being intrinsically wrong.) Moreover, people tell me I need the 12 step program, not realizing Trad Catholicism is basically the original 12 step program on steroids. I tried everything. But I got the sense being in Catholic circles is that everyone is constantly confessing the same sexual sins over and over and rarely actually stopping sinning altogether. So while I think conservative Christianity is more intellectually coherent than liberal Christianity, liberal Christianity (and universalism) seems actually livable because, for example, the Catholic prohibition of simply masturbating was pretty much impossible for me to actually live out, and if I am being perfectly honest, the natural law arguments always seemed a bit like extremely sophisticated post-hoc rationalizations even if there is an inner logic to the Catholic view.

@TTExulansic @RayAlexWilliams idc about all this but how is your poor kitty doing?

You identified harm in the proactive "I don't care what GCs think" statements. You anticipated harm to your social relationships. And since this is not a classical addiction, my point in my comment was less "don't go down this path because it will harm you from the outside in" but "wanting to go down this path is a sign something may be wrong already and you may be causing harm by not attending to what this preoccupation may represent" (eg in some people, it could signal the return of an episodic mental illness).

@icedcoco_4 @retrocvnty Lolll never watched charmed but shes pretty

@retrocvnty @PorcelainTroll if you were a Charmed sister

Rose McGowan ✨

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@DisabledEsq @edu_46XX @PrishaMosley @Onionfries73947 @thepeacepoet99 @Apotto420 @dragonTKO95 @TTExulansic @shamanspirit13 @HatzKatzn I did; the ad hominem was distasteful and not constructive. However, I thought you better than to mirror such poor conversational strategies. At that point, are you not just fighting rather than conversing? Are you here specifically to fight? If so, then I guess this is moot

@PorcelainTroll @edu_46XX @PrishaMosley @Onionfries73947 @thepeacepoet99 @Apotto420 @dragonTKO95 @TTExulansic @shamanspirit13 @HatzKatzn Did you see the comment that I was replying to? Did you see the last sentence in my reply?

This is Jeanne Nollman. She was born in the 1970s in New York. Her story is very typical for women with her condition: when she failed to get her period, her parents took her to the doctor. During that period of time, doctors were not always as honest as they should have been...

@DisabledEsq @edu_46XX @PrishaMosley @Onionfries73947 @thepeacepoet99 @Apotto420 @dragonTKO95 @TTExulansic @shamanspirit13 @HatzKatzn I’m not paying to write long replies:

@PorcelainTroll @edu_46XX @PrishaMosley @Onionfries73947 @thepeacepoet99 @Apotto420 @dragonTKO95 @TTExulansic @shamanspirit13 @HatzKatzn Yes, why?