Scuffed (Real Name Josh)

Attention to all gamblers under my codes on various places. I have said this alot, but I am posting this and sticking it to my twitter and in discord. IF YOU ARE CURRENTLY UNDER MY CODE ON ANY GAMBLING SITE : 1. Please ask them to switch to another creators code, if they need my permission I will message them. 2. I am not doing any lossback, any promotions of any kind. I appreciate you using my code but I am not promoting or gambling anymore. 3. Do not come at me manipulatively, get to the point right away please. I understand you have lost alot of money, I have too by these places but there is a self exclude button and you can permanently do it and legally they can't change it. 4. There is no fair way to distribute any of the affilate money thats still coming in, I considered just chucking it all on 22 black and then splitting it with the active depositors but that creates benefits and arguments and so from this point forth there will BE NO BENEFITS. 5. If you have a gambling problem and your under my code, I promise I can do my best to get you some help, even if it may be a rehab inpatient (depending on your insurance, if you have 0 income I can get you medicaid well you can get it but i can show you). That is my promise to the people who are still struggling and playing under my code. Finally 6, I want to apologize to each and everyone of you that used any of my codes to support me. That participated in any recent wager races which were designed by the websites to drain your wallets as I was totally against them. When I was addicted, all these places still let me work for them... They got every penny from me, sometimes I would walk 2 miles to a bitcoin atm knowing that I couldn't buy any bitcoin without an ID and I would have to find someone there to use and it could take hours. I understand gambling addiction and its not as easy as stopping. Luckily I found a way to get over it. These places are not your friend, and for the final thing I want to say is If your waiting on your last "monthly bonus" so you can wd it and leave, then your doing exactly what it was designed to do. Then youll be waiting for your daily reload, and then your weekly, and then a post monthly, and then the pre monthly. This shits all designed to KEEP you coming back. From the bottom of my heart, I am sure at least a few lives were changed for the worse because of my promoting gambling and streaming casinos and it doesn't matter if people can make their own choices or decisions. I honestly wish there was a way I could help you but all that affilate money went right back to them, or into my own other habit at time. I have nothing more to give you guys and I am truly sorry. If you want help I can find resources in your area for you, and maybe even some places do scholarships. Thanks for your support... -joshua

Also homework like this that like tries to make me not feel bad for what I’ve done doesn’t opposite. I don’t know and the crazy thing is this was my daily reflection yesterday EXACTLY WHERE IM AT

Man writing out things I’ve done to people in my active addiction…. And then the next part of my homework was how do I feel about the things I’ve done to that person or event, and explain the guilt. And I got to the second step on only one person and pretty much shut the fuck down… I never thought I’d be seeing a substance abuse therapist, and I’ll show you my home work. It’s something you guys can do at home it might not be where your currently at but, my list was bad and long and in a notebook. I still am having a hard time even believing I can forgive myself , I live in shame but I’m NOT a victim, I DONT have some disease that makes me ruin every one anything I come into contact with… so that’s where I’m at I don’t really believe I’ll ever be able to not see myself as a piece of shit but my substance abuse lady picked up on it what I needed were I was , and I said I want to make amends. And she’s like let’s start here so you can actually see an overview of it…. Idk guys if anyone’s in their recovery where I am at and their feelings came back like a truck around month eight and flash backs of memories and pain YOU caused consume you, and you don’t even really bring up the stuff you been through that fills you with trauma because you don’t feel like you deserve to even talk about it. Idk but there’s a work sheet you guys can do one month, three months one day clean , active addiction whatever doesn’t hurt to try, but it does hurt to do this work sheet

kick.com/scuffed Hey twitter, most of you know me as a recovery dude thats out there, but I am also a live streamer on kick. I mainly stream runescape oldschool. I am a high level ironman in the game, would appreciate just some simple chat activity means I get paid more, just for you being in my stream talking. Thanks twitter.

be warned new stella bots found around birdhouse runs in fossil island. Stellas of must be going insane she has bots everywhere in the game literally.. how does @JagexTrident @JagexAsh allow this to keep going on? Is it because she dated and fucked your company leader? Is it because she destroyed hundreds if thousands of real players accounts there werent even rwting? Is this shes allowed to do this from a beach in a comfortable area... how insane. Should file fucking lawsuit against that stinky bitch already.

@nestapendragon im sorry to hear i heard about you can't ever ride on horses again whats keeping you going honestly?

@ProdsScuffed I can't be in the sun! Immunotherapy + sun is bad news.

So I am on round two of Dexamethasone (steroids) now, because of brain swelling. I don't want anyone to see me anymore! Moon Face is real and it sucks, I felt so self conscious being outside yesterday. Hard week, chemo on Monday 🤞 at least I had twitter to distract me.

This whole race thing that like LIT ON FIRE OVERNIGHT, is way worse then i even thought..... I really hope I pray to god tonight that this isn't whats next for the country a race war, or violence or MORE DIVISION. Most of us don't even judge someone by their race anymore we just look at them as a person what the fuck you mean

@ProdsScuffed @parti_king Liberal judges are literally letting violent felons out of jail with no consequences who then reoffend or kill and white people are mostly their target . The out of control youth sees this as an excuse to commit any crime they want because nothing will happen .

Famous rapper Waka Flocka CALLS OUT Chudthebuilder Says he is starting a RACE RIOT Tells him to pull up to the trenches and try that shit💀

@Sabiha1278 I mean what help do you need? Your talking being sober, then celibacy and benefits... are you engagement farming?, Seeking attention or do you truly want someone to communicate with you about recovery because it sounds super predatory.

Definitely need some help, as being sober has brought me loneliness, boredom and celibacy what benefits can I expect as honestly this is killing me

@BrieWylde sadly i know, exactly what a crack addict in Kensington standards are... ive been there not long but i lasted two days and was rough living.

@BrieWylde Well sorry i got like 11 months in recovery, And I am just a shitty runescape streamer.

I need me a man who’s going to talk me through it 😩

@deeerhell i mean define ran through... because im more uglymaxing then all that new trend looksmaxing

i love when a man is a little ran through but i get genuinely icked out when they are serial Thirst Trap likers. does that make sense? no. but it is my truth

@parti_king ALSO ALL THIS SUPPORT FOR THE WHITES SAYING "ITS JUST A WORD" CREATES A DIVISION BY RACE..... Use your fucking heads if your using this argument;.

Nah dude HES FUCKING RIGHT DUDE, Hes creating MORE DIVISION. Fuck that man, race riots and race wars and shit like that. Most black people, most fucking hispanic people asian whatever you are just want to have a good day , if you work you wanna have a good day a nice drive home and maybe watch your fav tv show maybe cuddle with your partner. NOBODY IS OUT THERE TRYING TO DIVIDE EVERYONE, THIS GUY IS THOUGH.... AND HES GAINING TRACTION... AND ITS DANGEROUS... Because what's the one thing that keeps us all trapped and broke and lonley and tired and scared and broken its DIVISION. Dont let this dude win.

Your part OF THE FUCKING PAWN. ITS NOT ABOUT A STUPID FUCKING WORD U STUPID FUCKING BRAINLESS IDIOT. You just picked a side, meaning A DIVISION because of you want freedom of speach over a "word" Some of you people are fucking dumb, this is like a script thats been playing out for awhile now. Its not even close to bursting yet. the fact your on the side of someone like that means theres another side that doesnt like that so that means what? DIVISION BASED ON RACE you dumb fucking inbred

@ProdsScuffed @parti_king They want to terroize white people if they say a word. Fuck that. No more.

@AK_El_Jefe @fit_leaders what is mapmyrun, does it work if you do a hike too?

No bears today. Just Easy Miles… 🌙 ✨ 💗 @fit_leaders

I think he proved his point with your dumbass ignorant post. Your trying to create division, Your a pawn and a weak fucking pawn at that. Want to know why your some stupid pawn, some stupid person who will get folded like a chair if something happened? Because your stupid enough to say shit like this. And the crazy part is PEOPLE are siding with the side of "Its just a word" , ITS TO FUCKING CREATE DIVISION. LIKE WE NEED BE DIVIDED PEOPLE CANT EVEN FUCKING EAT, BUY GAS, GET A CAR, HOUSING, MOST PEOPLE ARE DRUGS, YOU THINK YOUR DUMB FUCKING RACIST ATTITUDE IS HELPING ANYTHING?

@parti_king Gee another violent low iq n!gger stain showing the world how they have no self control. We already know if we show up in n!gger land that you feral low iq n!gger stains will cause problems.

At world trade center in NYC. A inpatient veterans PTSD unit took us OIF/OEF guys to actually see and witness and feel the twin towers monuments they have....It was SURREAL, I am not sure if only empaths feel the silence and the death that happened here but ill tell you what the silence is so loud its deafening. You go down like 4-5 stories I think more... and there's even a place family members still go and leave cards or right on for their lost one. You see how big everyone is around me right? I am the one next to the two big guys, Jer in the front I talk to almost every other day we reconnected recently... But dude the #worldtradecenter #911memeorialmusem was a crazy memory.

Anyone else, randomly going through something just start (sad) crying out of no where when they think about a funny or good moment... There is like tons of different cries... but I mean a sad cry, when you see a old picture or rememeber a silly moment.. Just sad not happy, not grateful just straight sad tears because you don't know if your in the right spot and made the right choice.