Kazu Kiseki@kazu_kiseki
I dated and lived with Camana for 2 years. I broke up with him in February of 2026 due to mistreatment. Since then I have had no affiliation with Luminara.
My heart goes out to everyone effected, hurt, and manipulated. I am just as guilty of being used by this man, but we are not to blame. Please know you are not to blame for Camana's actions.
One of my biggest regrets is that I didn't leave him sooner. I was so persuaded by the promise that he would be a better person and a better boyfriend that I stayed WAITING for two years being convinced that I was the problem.
Despite what he has told others, I broke up with him because of mistreatment. Not because of Luminara, and not because I was "mentally ill".
Because of these claims it was hard for me to come forward without being seen as the "jealous ex".
Within first dating him I was quickly pressured into moving in with him and quitting my job making him my sole financial stability. I felt like I could trust him. He helped me build my career as a streamer and gave me the direction I needed to monetize myself. I got fancy dinners and plane tickets. He told me I could have my dream job if I was with him; but it wasn't long after that if I prioritized my dream over his own, it was a fight.
Everything was a fight. From me talking about relationship advice, to not cheering him on while he played fortnite, cleaning dirty bedsheets, telling him what made me uncomfortable, or not doing enough of HIS own work. Meanwhile I didn't get greeted when he came home, he would shun me if I cried, and if I asked for help I better hope he was in a good mood first.
When fights got really bad he would raise his arm back to strike at me. He never hurt me, but there were threats to. And he wasn't afraid to berate me in public VCs as well. Several times Luminara Staff would DM me to ask if I was okay. I told them through tears that I probably deserved it.
When Luminara was created, I was a main player in a lot of the production. While he worked his day job, I was expected to do "favors" for him. If I didn't do it right away, I was letting him down and the talents down, and I "would never make it anywhere". He convinced me SO MUCH that he was right, that I wasn't enough. I was the perfect victim for a narcisist like him because I wanted to prove my worth so badly.
Looking at these stories that have come to light, I knew about them because Camana would tell me before I could see or know any of it. But now I see he was trying to plant doubt in me this entire time. When I did think he was in the wrong and voiced it to him, it was another fight and another threat to stop providing for me. Sometimes the only way to get him to consider me was for him to use my body. All the while, he was already unfaithful.
Yesterday I saw evidence that he cheated on me within a year of our relationship.
After the breakup it was so hard to trust people. He spread so many lies about me to keep people at a distance, so no one would listen to me. So many of my friendships were ruined because of Camana. So many people who I cared for I pushed away because I needed to be Camana's secretary, book keeper, graphic designer, delegator, cook, maid, therapist, s*x slave, and THEN his girlfriend.
A few months after the breakup I was recieveing word that Camana was going to come to my residence and try to harm me. I didn't know if any of it was true, and I was reassured by his family (bless their hearts) that it wasn't. I had Camana blocked on everything but discord because he promised to send my belongings to me (which he never did).
After speaking to his family we resumed communication, but mostly because I wanted verbal confirmation of the abuse he gave me. He apologized, told me he still loved me, and he wanted us to continue working together. I told him I don't trust him but he seemed like he changed, and all of this shows how naive I was.
He never loved me for me. Just for what I gave him.
