Alice 💿

I barely know anything about music production. But I felt compelled to add drums. I love this loop pack so much. 💜💡

new year, new mini loop pack (link in replies)

ABS installed💨

ive spent an hour animating this

I investigated the Roblox Pressure situation top to bottom. Zeal (YourFriendZeal), creator of Pressure on Roblox, has been accused of s*xually assaulting his former music composer Ren (NoLongerNull) at RDC 2025 in San Jose. A 100+ page document with ~235 screenshots just dropped. >>I spent hours reading through every single word and here's a summary of everything: >Ren quit Pressure in Summer 2025 after psychological abuse and being overworked. Team blocked them from every server, called them "unstable" and "a liability" >Zeal reconnected weeks before RDC, spent weeks normalizing physical contact through messages, dozens of "I'm gonna pick you up and toss you around" texts with Ren, cute animal videos captioned "wanna do this" that escalated from innocent to suggestive >Zeal asked Ren's height and weight. Confirmed he could carry her. Blocked Ren from reconnecting with any other team members and only spend time with him…. >At RDC, the first thing Zeal did was lift Ren into the air without even saying hello >Pulled Ren on top of him in a suite, buried his face in her neck for minutes, then texted wanting to repeat it "with fewer people" …removing witnesses >Night of Sept 3, Ren was in a full emotional crisis — crying uncontrollably, BPD episode, new medication. Zeal offered to come to their hotel room. He arrived having freshly showered >Held Ren for 1.5 hours while they screamed and cried. Ren screamed "You're so safe" until their voice gave out. Once Ren was exhausted and limp — the assault began >Forceful, non-consensual contact. Ren repeatedly said "IT HURTS." When Ren screamed "NO" — Ren immediately reversed out of fear of abandonment: "NO I'M SORRY, IT'S OKAY"…. Zeal was trying to make Ren feel bad, and not compatible relationship. >Every time Ren expressed pain, Zeal said "Guess we are just not into each other" — weaponizing their fear of rejection to force compliance.. >Afterward he panicked. Washed evidence off Ren's body, left them standing under a running shower alone and confused >His parting words leaving the room: "Can't wait for the Google Docs in 5 years!" >Night 2: texted "maybe if u buy *protection* we can try again tonight." More non-consensual contact followed >Left visible marks on Ren's neck (photos included in the doc). When confronted the next morning he laughed it off, saying no one at RDC would even recognize what they were >What followed led to Ren attempting to end their life the night of the Roblox Awards. Ren survived. Spent 6 months in therapy before writing this…😭 >Team members knew what happened and chose to protect him >Former Pressure members are already publicly distancing themselves, with one stating: "This is horribly disgusting and I regret ever working alongside Zeal" Ren's post-assault messages look willing — they explain this as fawning, a trauma response where you people-please to survive. They even fabricated details to reassure Zeal, and voluntarily disclosed that in the document because "the full truth matters more than looking perfect." At the end of the day Ren explicitly beg Zeal not to self-harm. They just want accountability and the truth. Ren wrote: "He will forever be more horrifying than any of his horror projects, to me." Welp another sad Roblox situation….

Just read the full annotated Google Doc breaking down the Roblox Pressure situation using ONLY the raw Discord messages between Zeal & Ren >No curated stories, unbias as possible, only DMS... --Here’s my detailed breakdown straight from the doc-- >Ren’s infatuation led her to ignore her own boundaries and people-please. >Weeks of mutual hype + repeated consent checks in chat. >Tragic miscommunication — not clear-cut assault. Disclaimer from the doc: Ren’s long POV is heavily curated to fit her narrative. >The raw Discord chats are the only unbiased source we have. >Aug 24: Ren first asked Zeal “where are you staying let’s meet up.” >He shared the Marriott right away. >Deliberate coordination from both. >Aug 25: Zeal said “im gonna meet you and pick u up and throw u around.” >Ren replied instantly: “I like being picked up and thrown around / I am in fact a creature.” >Aug 26: Zeal sent kittens curled up photo: >“Can we do this.” >Explicit consent check weeks before RDC. >Aug 30 (2 AM): Full “wanna do this” animal video sequence. >Bunnies holding hands → Ren “Ya.” >Bunnies cuddling → Ren “Ya.” >Bunny mounting → Ren “Yaa.” Ren mirrored the energy: “Me to u.” >Sent her OWN meme “Can we do this.” >Confirmed her height/weight so he could carry her. >Ended with “YAAAAY I LIKE BEING CARRIED AROUND.” >At RDC: First real-life interaction was the exact planned lift/twirl they’d been hyping for days. >Post-RDC (Sept 2-16): >Ren offered her hotel key card for unrestricted access >researched lube “to make it not hurt,” >Sent voice notes saying she fantasized about him >sent neck mark photo “U forgot u left those?” >coached him on round 2 >apologized for being “selfish,” and kept reassuring him. >Ren actively reassuring, initiating comfort, and planning repeats. >But framed as classic fawning/trauma response: people-pleasing, lying to prevent abandonment, sacrificing her boundaries due to infatuation. Ren’s later POV retroactively changed what consent meant (playful chat ≠ real-life consent). Both failed at communication — Zeal should’ve asked more clearly in person. >Ren ignored her own “no” signals to please him. Doc conclusion: Both parties need to take responsibility. This is tragic miscommunication, not the black-and-white assault narrative. >This just made the entire Pressure situation 10x more complicated. >What’s your take after seeing the raw logs?