Swamp Monster

I want to say that I have zero respect or appreciation for Italian artists from the Renaissance period. All the famous Italian artists overly idealized & sexualized men while portraying women as featureless bland sexless caretakers of infants. Italian art is ugly gay shit. Boo

It's interesting to witness an extreme chaos engineer play with the reins of war. It feels like the world has been energetically constipated for a really long time & our planet is about to have a substantially painful energetic bowel movement. Maybe global tensions will relax.

@rushicrypto Curiosity & having a healthy temper keep me alive. I get angry about how society treats each other & the earth then I get curious about the root cause of what made everything feel so yucky. I investigate & explore until something changes; often my opinion or situation. I'm 40.

@rushicrypto My man has my back always. When he looks at me, there's so much love in his eyes I can't help but be myself around him. Society bothers me because I judge many as retarded or dysfunctional. Everything is a scam or desperate plea for money. My man reminds me something's real.

Some days I feel like I blinked and the world changed overnight. Everything is faster, louder, more confusing… and I’m only in my 30s. I can’t imagine what it feels like at 50+ trying to keep up with all this. If that’s you… what keeps you steady? What keeps you sane?

I figure the people who don't take care of their bodies are less likely to be harvested for organs. Or maybe their excess fat, tissue, gut flora & brains may be used for medical experiments by a science & poked & proded with pointy sticks by sadistic mega nerds. Humanity sucks.

The best part is that I can make whatever I want because I've been hoarding junk treasures for years & I studied for years on how to build earthen homes. I bought my land and it's full of healthy clay in a fertile wild, diverse ecosystem. So it's time for sketches & designs.

It's time I depend on mud & twigs. I need to get off my ass & actually build a world that fits what I want & need. I need to build myself a fireproof, earthquake proof, self sustainable home. Mashing mud is gonna be a really healing way for me to create a solid foundation.

My kid figured out a life hack today. We hate cleaning out the rice pot. Bits get cooked on the sides & there's extra rice to scrape out. My kid added some cream, sugar, cinnamon & apples & made yummy rice pudding for breakfast. The pot was really easy to clean afterwards.

@TheEcho13 @anyotherleader1 If you want dessert just have dessert. I didn't like the desserts available mainstream. Its all highly.markted bullshit fake infredients. So I learned to make candy & ice cream & sushi & lamb curry & pie & whatever else I wanted to eat.

Yeah, and also there’s the habit of eating just to get to the ‘good part’. Eating a full sized meal so that they can have the pastry for dessert, or eating multiple pastries at a time because they usually don’t let themselves eat them at all. A lot of food gets treated like an indulgence rather than just a bit of food that you can enjoy if you want to.

Europeans are far less likely to treat feeling hungry like an emergency, that’s a huge difference in how they behave around food. They also don’t force themselves to eat food they’re not enjoying and are generally far less macro-obsessed than Western wellness culture. They eat, enjoy it, and then eat more later.

@TheEcho13 @anyotherleader1 I don't really care how people choose to consume anymore. Every complaint we make consumes resources to store it on a cloud & pay everyone wages to process a claim or report. How many resources are consumed & processed, so someone can have groceries or internet to complain on?

Humans entertain & educate. So does a nuclear explosion or a climate catastrophe at a data center. So why is humanity so fucking stupid all the time? Why is each society mega retarded? When is nature gonna fix stupid?

That's why I say fuck the world, not the earth, just the people consuming the world. Because people dont deserve this world. An amoeba is more intelligent. A tree or mushroom is more sentient. A boulder is more wise. A river or breeze is more productive. What do humans do?

It's possible that a lot of my deeply rooted anger toward society is because we live on a really amazing planet. Humans just consume everything & trash everything in their wake with poisonous shit. No one actually does anything with their life. Everyone just worships nothing.

@MrPitbull07 Yesterday, I paid $70 for milk, cream, honey, coconut sugar, & almonds. It was goats milk & cows milk. I'm playing with my ice cream recipes. People prefer honey & goats milk in their ice cream & candy. Modern food is shitty & expensive now. I stocked up on food to be cooked.

I genuinely need someone to explain this to me like I’m stupid. $108. For THIS. No steak. No seafood. No alcohol. No name brand snacks. Just eggs, bread, vegetables, fruit, and basic household stuff. At what point did groceries quietly become a bill you have to mentally prepare for? Who decided that feeding yourself for a week should cost the same as a car payment in 2019? And before someone says “shop smarter” how Because this is the smart cart. If you think this is normal, you’re either rich, lying, or completely numb to how bad things have gotten. Credit: Peyton White

My daughter has been studying Norway lately. She is learning Norsk. Today she told me that 'viking' means a seafaring person. All Scandinavian people were sea faring. It was a simple trade, like a smith or a Mason. That's cool. My daughter likes to learn everything.

@hell_line0 I just married the one the felt right. We got engaged in about 2 months & spent 16 months planning the wedding & making & planning everything together. It was pretty great, even tho we were broke & just figuring it out as we went along.

Marriage is often used as a substitute for a personality or a life purpose." Many people rush into marriage because they don't know how to be alone or haven't built a life they actually like. They expect a spouse to provide the fulfillment, excitement, and stability they are too lazy to build for themselves..

@hell_line0 I've been married for awhile. I'm married the one that helps me find paths to fulfilling all my crazy ideas & dreams. He's the strongest, smartest, kindest, hottest guy I could find & I feel better being around my husband always. It's his energy. It's mega reiki to cuddle.

Today I need to go move snow until my necessary world isn't buried in frozen ice fractals. It's been blizzarding several feet of snow on everything. My honey shoveled the rooves on the yurts & chicken house. If you don't remove snow often in winter, the rooves might cave in.

@MrPitbull07 Maybe invest in stock in chapstick.

For 30 years my mom has been collecting everything that ever accidentally went through the wash. Coins, chapstick, hair ties, screws, random junk from pockets. She stuffs it all into this giant container and treats it like some untouchable artifact. And no, you’re not allowed to take anything back. Ever. Even if it was yours. Even if it just happened yesterday. You lose something in the laundry and that’s it. It’s gone. Doesn’t matter if it’s money, something you actually need, or something you just bought. She’ll literally watch you if you get too close and remind you it’s “not yours anymore.” One mistake and it’s confiscated for life. Looking at this thing makes me irrationally mad because it’s not cute or funny, it’s just a physical reminder of how control gets dressed up as a “quirk,” and I hate knowing how much of my stuff is trapped in there for no reason other than she decided it is. Credit: Frank Paul

I've reached a point where my world has a normal daily grind. And I don't like it. I'm dissatisfied. I need to think about forging a path that feels right so I don't succumb to the mud & fall under the grindstone. My soul feels yucky when I deal with modern society.