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mayb i should stop taking osmotic laxatives 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 #edtwtㅤ do they make u bloated btw i feel like a balloon

i didn’t expect weightloss to become SO fucking irritating once you become UW. everything is sooo slow and either you maintain for weeks OR you breathe wrong and the scale goes up. i’m sickkkk not to mention how lethargic i am even though my intake is high* x_x

Today’s meals, details in alt 🥚🍫~ #edtwt #anatwt #wieiad #omad

iv oxycodone😋

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just so you guys know, when you’re underweight you can barely bath because of the pain from sitting on your tailbone and you can barely wash yourself on your own, its definitely not fun

Today’s meals No pictures today sadly ( alt ) #edtwt #anatwt #moothunt

I’m so scared I’ll gain weight and get fat if i eat over 200 I’m convinced i will be massive:( i don’t even know what to do anymore

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@blueberriescal I know I’m sorry it was quite inconsiderate of me to ask

@colmdesbuckdown But yk, when we are talking about an eating disorder there is not really a diet or such things bc sadly its an horrible mental disease :(

162kcal Didn't make a yogurt bowl or something bc i couldn't feel less bothered ofc my mood is absolutely even more horrible than usual bc i just know td I will see an higher weight on the scale (bc i haven't gone to the bathroom + yd I had a slightly higher intake :/)

@blueberriescal I understand, it’s totally Okay and Sorry for that Take care, stay safe ❤️🫶🏻

@colmdesbuckdown Im so sorry but I prefer not to share this, i just don't feel comfortable, pls don't get me wrong Btw if I can give u an advice is to not restrict too heavily and have everything in moderation (I lost the most when eating even "bad" foods instead of all "healthy") pls be safe ♡

i ate breakfast and I feel so disgusting #edtwt #anatwt

eating is boring not eating is boring starving is boring restricting is boring not restricting is boring KILL ME

Today’s meals, details in alt I wanna cry (╥﹏╥) #edtwt #wieiad #shedtwt #moothunt

Today’s meals "( – ⌓ – ) Details in alt #edtwt #anatwt #wieiad #moothunt

other people at my bmi are so tiny why do i have to look just average/fat ImSo jealous of them