Lena 🦎

I don't know if I'm ready to speak on my experiences yet, but this account is a fresh start and a place for me to do so when I feel ready. I'm done bowing down to the trans cult. Its time for me to stand up and move forward

@DaysGoByGoBy @thepeacepoet99 Maia still identifies as a lesbian! I think you might have her confused with someone else?

The medical establishment is obviously ideologically captured by gender ideology. Standard medical practice does not apply to anyone with gender dysphoria, causing catastrophic amounts of iatrogenic harm.

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Pushing your self victimization narrative, delusions of persecution, and murder fantasies onto an entire group of people who were medically harmed is why there is no more support for people with trans identities. This is the behavior 👇

@normal_brandon1 @ImWatson91 @EM_RESUS I had zero expectation of ever having to use that, I was just getting the certification for a few extra college credits, but it ended up most likely saving some random guy's life! Crazy how the world works sometimes!

@normal_brandon1 @ImWatson91 @EM_RESUS If you get a BLS certificate they teach you how to apply a tourniquet, I got certified through my school just on a whim and a few months later did actually end up having to apply one (driving in a tornado, semi flipped in front of me, driver cut his arm open)

What the best life-saving medical advice you’ve ever received?

@thepeacepoet99 Your cat is sooooo cute!! I hope it's ok that I drew him fanart

Team #MAGA, show me your pets! This is Vinny btw. He’s orange & accident prone.

@thepeacepoet99 I'm trying to branch out my style a bit, thinking of trying to find a vest or two

@detransformed You also like vests?

I actualized upon a childhood dream today, and acquired a red sequinned vest. You don’t have to be in show biz to wear the clothes you enjoy, if the world is your stage. Stay tuned for the look, and remember- you’re never too old to fulfil your childhood dreams!

@thepeacepoet99 No online stores then I'm guessing 😓 I'll have to look harder at thrift stores in my city

@detransformed Thank you! I get my vests mostly from thrift stores but sometimes from regular clothing stores. One I even got in Ireland

@jaderants In the meantime until you're able to see a gyno try aloe, it works pretty well for me

@thepeacepoet99 @VikingScion @Glinner I'm aware it's broad, I might have phrased my question poorly; are you saying you don't think, historically, teenage girls experienced a desire to change their sex characteristics, and only males did, or am I misunderstanding?

Gender dysphoria is a term with diagnostic criteria so broad that almost anyone at some point in time could be defined by it. Any number of distresses, whether around the sexed body or around a number of other things, becomes channelled towards the sexed body upon receiving this framework by which to understand distress

Maia is another articulate, committed advocate for those who have been tricked into irreparably harming their bodies.

Rough day. I wish I could say getting ""misgendered"" doesn't bother me, but it still does.

@thepeacepoet99 @VikingScion @Glinner If you don't mind me asking, what else would it manifest as, in your opinion? I always understood that as a fundamental part of what's called "gender dysphoria"

@VikingScion @Glinner Indeed. And to patients which this condition has never previously manifested in the desire to change sex traits- the cohort of teenage females

@detransaqua But in the end we are all just human. We can only just do our best. Stay strong ❤️ I know how hard this disorder can be and can see how hard you fight

@detransaqua NPD and BPD have a lot more in common than I think a lot of people want to realize... a lot of people with NPD also deep down struggle with the same feelings of everything being their fault and being terrible, but they "hide" it with a grandiose front. We are all hurting deeply..

Since we are talking about BPD, I’ve uncovered more. Maybe someone will know what I mean. So. It’s a cluster b disorder just like narcissism, and I seem to be noticing that the god complex exists in the borderline as much as it does in the narcissist. But with a weird twist. Instead of thinking I’m god and I’m amazing and accomplished and I should be worshipped, I seem to think of myself as an evil and benevolent god. I seem to think everything is: at me, to me, for me, because of me, and my fault. I couldn’t stop it. I caused it. It happened to hurt me. It’s happening because I’m bad. On and on and on. The thing is, though, that with the black and white thinking, I’m not sure how to let go of my inability to save the world without feeling like I’m abandoning it and everyone in it. I’m not god. I don’t actually want to be god. But I seem to feel guilty and experiencing the symptoms of being a bad god. And I know most of it is in my head. But some is also real. “Borderline” means I’m not entirely and completely insane and I never was - there’s a scrap of truth in every worry. Literally and genuinely I just want everything and everyone to feel better and it keeps ruining life aaaaaa

@thepeacepoet99 For me the meaningful distinction is that when desisters stop being trans-identified, they actually stop being trans; detransitioners still remain "physically trans" and have to live with that, sometimes temporarily, sometimes for the rest of our lives

Why does the “trans umbrella” include “nonbinary” identities but ‘desisters’ (who stop transition before managing to obtain hormonal/surgical interventions) cannot be considered as a type of detransitioner? Trans activists agreed with us when we said we were trans.

@Saoirse86657971 @BuckAngel @Lfromthenorth Then why are you wasting my time lmao

Genuine question, from someone who has considered top surgery for years. WHY would anyone with dysphoria want to enhance, and draw attention to, their top surgery scars? It just makes no sense to me. If you're dysphoric, wouldn't you want people to NOT notice the scars?

@Saoirse86657971 @BuckAngel @Lfromthenorth Except I literally never said or implied anyone at all was except from criticism, not myself, not the woman who got the tattoos, nobody. I stated my views and that's it. Just like Buck stated her views, which she is free to do