Dylan Schroeder

being a sensitive young man taught me that hardly anyone wants whats best for you, most people want what you have, because that's how they operate, from a position of lack and scarcity rather than a position of overflow and bestowal i'm turning 30 later this year, in a bit over 6 months, and thus i will no longer be a sensitive young man, but an adult, something i'm slowly coming to terms with the realization i found growing up, is that there are no adults in the room, they may look like adults, but most of them are children, both in the good and bad way the vast majority operate as children in the bad way, they function from a place of lack and entitlement, they feel entitled to love, they feel entitled to your talents and gifts, they feel entitled to your presence, they feel entitled to your aura the vast majority of them don't even know what they want, they just drift through life, but when they see something beyond them, something greater than them, it makes them instinctively feel small, it fills them with greed and lack, it turns them sour and secretly bitter, they try to feed off it, they try to consume because that's all they know and understand - consumption. consume consume consume the ones who speak the most of love, are often the ones who understand it the least - to them love becomes a weapon, a way to disarm others, an entitlement for acceptance and appeasement, it has nothing to do with love and everything to do with the incessant need for consumption same with all other things... the ones who speak the most of masculinity are the biggest pussies, the ones who pump themselves full of steroids and paint themselves with tattoos are the biggest weaklings, i've seen them get thrown on the ground by men half their size more times than i can count as you grow up, as you mature, you may come to realize the same - they always overcompensate externally to hide the inferiority within the image is a projection of the self, but it is an inverse projection - the most disciplined is the most neurotic, the most comfortable is the most confident true love is unconditional and cannot be broken thus most do not know what true love is you'll only experience it from the rarest relationships, the closest friendships, and the deepest family bonds but even family, relationships, friendships - may all be filled with the same entitlement and lack, you may be betrayed, you may be siphoned, you may be used as a pawn for inflating them, a utility for them to consume even more, they might tell you it's love, but know that it isn't true love is unconditional and cannot be broken - you'll only observe it really at your lowest, only when you have nothing to offer, nothing for them to consume, only then do they reveal their true character ... and most of the time you will be disappointed but don't let it sour you it's the world they've grown up in it's the only thing they understand to them reality is transactional it's what they've been conditioned to when you realize the deeper nature of things, you will realize that most people are in spiritual poverty their souls are stuck in peasantry even the "richest" are degenerate peasants even the billionaires and tech moguls and so called "leaders" - they are filthy peasants groveling in shit all the same money and status don't make you exalted only character and spirit does it's what they can never understand, and thus why they find themselves forever thirsty, forever unable to quench their desire for spiritual overflow it's why no matter how much money someone like elon obtains he will always be miserable, always desperate for love and never receiving it it's because they see themselves externally looking in, completely detached from the inner looking out but we can build a better world one where value is intrinsic potential where spirit overflows and abundance is the norm, rather than the rarity it's not because the majority of people are "bad" it's rather that they have no "good" examples to explain and show them these things thus filth breeds filth when their role models are decrepit and rotten then the rot infects and spreads, a degeneration of spirit across scales as a sensitive young man i sense and feel all these things it takes a lot of will to keep myself clean, to wash the filth off me and not let their polluted streams infect me as a man i will move beyond keeping my own spirit clean and begin cleaning the world only through will can we make this world a better place only through the will to overcome the true meaning of the will to power that none understand it's not the will to material wealth or influence or institutional control - which is the peasant's interpretation of will to power it is the will of the overcoming spirit it is the will to never be subverted it is the will to overpower any and all through spiritual force it is the will of sovereignty which refuses to be infringed it is the will that never bends or folds it is the will that looks evil in the eyes and laughs as it spits it in the face it is the will that gnashes its teeth together while suffering it is the will that stands unwavering in the storm it is the will that commands and refuses to be commanded it is the will of the noble spirit yeah soon i'll turn 30 and i won't be young anymore soon i'll have to grow up and take life's burdens upon me soon i'll have to start my own family and build my own legacy i feel the weight of it all upon me

Seth Rogen lights a giant bong to start his “Seth Smokes the Bowl” show at the Hollywood Bowl

So many phonies, so few who are the real deal

Three people associated with artificial intelligence server maker Super Micro Computer, including its co-founder, were charged with helping smuggle at least $2.5 billion of US AI technology to China in violation of export laws, the US Justice Department said

The Duke lacrosse hoax showed us that liberals will fall for Alex Jones type nonsense if it fits their worldviews. A black stripper accused three (first 20) white Duke lacrosse players of rape at an off-campus party. She invented a bachelor party for a non existent wedding the next day, described fit tall attackers as short and chubby, zero DNA from any player, eyewitness dancer called it a crock on the spot, one defendant had timestamped ATM receipt plus cab log plus dorm keycard, lineup had only lacrosse players and cops told her the attackers were in it.

So much AI hysteria is driven by the class envy and aspiration of public intellectuals: Basically if it’s an existential threat like the nuclear bomb, it must be controlled by priests/intellectuals and their client managerial class. But if it’s just a very powerful tool, it will simply increase the power of crass capitalists.