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unpinning at 49 kg

twitter feels like instagram notes lowk no one gaf about what u have to say

bone density in eating disorders 𐂯 ⸝⸝ ⋮ ⌗ ┆a harm reduction / informational thread ˎˊ˗

23/03 wieiad yeey

@cttmhz господи как я понимаю

i need to get out of this country i can't do this anymore

pacing, restricting, denying food, chewing gum, drinking water, over-exercising, smoking, walking, purging, distracting, only to look as fat as i always do

ok i will never tweet again

my mom told me that i look fatter know. i purged again even though i didn't binge. i think i need to start counting binge free days instead but it makes me feel fat. i don't know why.

omg did i wrote know instead of now 😭😭

holy shit i have only one cigarette i will die

something about being fragile and close to death feels peaceful to me

binged so much that binging isn’t as exciting anymore and i can restrict much more easily now than before ???

@buncakessxx I just don’t get why ppl feel the need to comment on other ppl’s bodies, like even if they think it’s a compliment it’s probably better to keep that to themselves

ootd... and LADYBUG!!

i love how people are going to the gym, joining run clubs, book clubs, playing badminton and pickleball, attending concerts, doing yoga and pilates, crocheting, baking, journaling, going to therapy, traveling solo, trying pottery, learning instruments... everyone is try to heal

i wanna lose weight - eats i wanna go home - eats i’m gonna lock in - eats i wanna study - eats i'm gonna clean my room - eats i'll be better tomorrow - eats eat eat eat ALL I DO IS EAT

I want to be so thin that people treat me like I'm fragile

“lbmi people KNOW theyre not fat” Do you think people drop to bmi <10 for shits and giggles

its all fun and games until the sun goes down and the night feels like open heart surgery

being susceptible to burnout when you want to be successful, creative, academic, fit, strong and be an active friend/family member whilst still trying to enjoy life and engage in hobbies is not for the weak

i need a fridge filled just with strawberries