ivan of shedtwt

#ALNST_IVAN ; nosebleed

@_k1ttyp4ws HII

h-hai guys !!

Can this river attempt discourse get off my tl. If his attempt worked, i sincerely hope he found peace. If it failed, im glad he’s still here. If he faked it, so fucking what? Ppl fake their deaths all the time. Either way it’s a cry for help. holy fuck.

the genuine fear I feel when my friend keeps dropping hints they like me 😭😭

i just realized if i attempt people will look through my phone #dontdothat

@Maruuuboom HIII AND YES OFC ur one of the main oomfs I always recognize on my feed (in the best way possible) ❗️❗️

@ivancals heh... Nice to know I'm seen.... AND HIHIHIBI

Intro! Hi I'm maru^^ He/him #shedtwt #edtwt #shtwt I'm 17 °○ I'm pan :P My lovely boyfriend is fish><>•° (@/fishbackagain) I shitpost alot hehe Please be nice and basic dni ^^

"they faked it lol" always comes up is disappointing. sure, none of us know and some things may happen, but at the end of the day someone was still in such a bad mental state where they felt like doing such a thing would solve their problems or put them at peace. have empathy :/

feel like people have no empathy. people's first thoughts to someone committing is if they're dead or not. regardless of if they lived or not, an attempt is an attempt and people are allowed to feel sad about it. the fact that it's always "oh are they alive?"-

drew favoomf's femivan isn't she so cute

@ibannyne OMG SHE'S SO CUTIEFUL femivan I adore u....

I gen can't stop purging every meal I have now and its concerning how whenever I eat with family and friends my mind can only think of hurrying back home because if I don't I feel disgusting and pathetic I hate this ed.

why do people think surviving an attempt means Faking an attempt 😭😭

#ALNST ; angel till 🪽

disappeared to lowkey lock in back at my lw 😊 bought cute razors to celebrate 😛

DOODLE YYAAA #ivt

locked out and gained a bit back. ts is why I need to be isolated I lose control when people are around me cause they're always giving me food

phone fell onto my cuts mid session and now I'm irritated all over again. cleaned my phone but it still feels sticky

#ALNST_ivan ; drew her again .. changed the colors a bit

rest in peace to the suspended #shedtwt accounts