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So I delayed watching #Homebound because my timeline was filled with posts like how sad it was . As a #Dalit activist all I wanted was to relax this month and crying was definitely not in the schedule. But something took over and I ended up watching the movie at last . But I did not cry at any point . What's there to cry ? Isn't this our day to day life? We Dalits? We are born with intergenerational trauma of caste and we go through pain everyday, every minute, just because of our identity. Once my identity is out,I'm out ,boss. I cook well like Chandan 's mom, still my co - worker UC women never touched my tiffin. A Baduga (mbc ) friend who was happy to take my Sodexo tokens but puked when I opened my tiffin box because I got fish curry. Identity out tho samjo sab kuch gaya . And that complexity,the grief of not owning up to your actual name and community. I have lied boss . I have told my OBC DMK friends that I am their caste ,just to be accepted and how they are still torturing me that I came out as a #Dalit. 13 houses I changed in my life boss . Poore 13 ghar ! If I leave this house then it's 14 ,the count . Even Shani bagavan would have not changed so many houses . Imagine the plight of changing my voter's id,Aadhar card ,ration card etc etc multiple times because I don't own a home ? Just to fulfill your dream of the "perfect democracy". Now I can't even do that . #SIR is there. Did people speak about how many of us Dalits with no land or own house will lose voting rights ? No . It's all generic. Fucking generic. But the country is not generic. Caste is the ultimate divider and bhaiyon aur behanon Intersectionality Kha matlab kissiko bhi nahi pata! Oh you quota woman! They call me . Do you know that every one has quota in this country? Not just Dalits . Caste based quota is just my part of the reservation of all the seats you have taken already boss! I am roaming without a home ,a country. Homebound doesn't just talk about going to Chandan's home ,it's about roaming around to make claim the country my home too . It's about claiming back my identity. There are 1000 ways to find one's caste bro...I'm telling you . Hiding it is no it going to hell . We all have tried it and failed miserably,and fell flat on our faces . But sometimes it's better we claim who we are face the world and die . Assert yourself. I am the indigenous native of this land ,a Paraiyar woman . I am proud of it . Look I added it to my bio after watching Homebound. Dalit is an umberella . It's also a screen . But what I am is what I am , truly. A Paraiyar woman . Indigenous. Thanks @ghaywan for bringing us home . The movie never made me cry . Why would it ? It's my life bruh... You caste Hindus/Muslims/Christians whatever you are ,cry . Because you feel guilt ,you have not experienced my Intersectional pain ,you feel remorse . You all cry ... Let me sleep in peace watching good movies like this . Thanks @ghaywan for an amazing movie with so much intersectionality and so much soul .


























