Monnstar

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@DrLupo Imagine being this self absorbed and filthy rich that you go into therapy for cheating on online chess. Pathetic. Go touch some grass.

I screwed up big time. The internet has been right basically since the beginning, and it's taken me multiple waves of self reflection and internal fighting to get to the point where I can fully admit fault without holding back. I lied to the internet, repeatedly. I cheated, and betrayed the trust of countless people that believed in me. Viewers, family, friends. Everyone. Myself. I carry a lot of baggage, and you all got exposed to it in the worst way. I lied directly to @danielrensch. I lied directly to @WolfeyGlick and used him as a prop on stream. He didn't deserve that. None of you did. I messaged him directly to apologize, and I'll gladly do it on stream, too. I've spent a big part of my life being really good at games. When I suddenly wasn't good enough, I lied. Between games while waiting, they said to be sure to only have one Chess.com window open. So I was playing games against a computer on my other monitor using lichess.org where my chat window usually is to practice between rounds. Once I blundered my queen, I panicked. I used the analysis feature there and my brain couldn't stop after that. I figured out the lines, but every time I panicked after that, I did it again. It wasn't something that I planned on doing. I really did practice quite a bit leading up to the event. People kept asking me why I did it - I think I did it for a false sense of self validation. To convince myself that I could win when clearly I shouldn't have. It was disrespectful to the entire online chess community. I was stupid enough to not even considering the consequences of what I was doing. And I accept those consequences now, because I deserve it. I understand that people are going to question everything in my career now. I don't blame them. I was the guy that vocally hated people who cheated in video games, Tarkov is riddled with it. And I did the most hypocritical thing I could do. I talked about mental health on stream yesterday morning because that stuff is very real for me. I'm restarting therapy this afternoon, I found someone through Sondermind that was available almost immediately, which was nice. I clearly have a problem with honesty to myself and those that care about me. It sucks that it took something like this to blow up in my face, but I'm hoping that it results in me finally fixing problems with myself that I've had for years. I'm sorry. To everyone. My friends and family. People that watch me. Anyone that I associate with. I betrayed your trust. I hope one day people can forgive me, and I understand if they can't. I hope one day I can forgive myself, too. I'm typically pretty hard on myself.

I look like a low budget Temu/wish.com @Sequisha 🤣🤙

@VeriitasGames Maybe you should stick to your shit lofi beats and dead twitch channel because everyone found out how much of an egotistical twat you are. This post & agreement with a rhino like Mike Pence is a clear indication of your inability to handle logic and facts concerning geopolitics.

Holy based

@Brock_Berrigan Dude you have been such a big part of my life for the last 10+ years. I think one year I had listened to like 4000+ hours of your music. Thank you for creating the tunes you do. I'd love to see you play a show in Arkansas at some point.

“Four walls” turns 11 years old

@amonbuy It should lower your credit score to be this dumb.

I think $XRP will flip $BTC this market cycle. I’m extremely serious about this, and we will all see it.

Dad? Yes Johnny, You know that drunk old man in town you always tell me not to talk to? Yes son. Well, he said that he remembers when we still had things called public schools, and women could vote, and kids didn’t work in meat packing plants, and people didn’t die of rubella. Is that true? It is son. But eggs were much more expensive.

@TheOnion @GlobTetrahedron @BryceTetraeder Y'all have started a war you can't finish. #WeAreAllAlexJones

Via our parent company @GlobTetrahedron CEO @BryceTetraeder: theonion.com/heres-why-i-de…

@JoJoFromJerz You really are an insufferable twat. Seethe harder. I want to see you really own it and shave your head.

I really hope Biden takes the hurricane making machine with him, wouldn’t want that thing falling into the wrong hands now would we?

@JoJoFromJerz Cope....SEEEEEEETHE harder 😂

It’s your right to vote for someone against your own self-interests, and it’s my right to call you a shortsighted stupid fucking idiot for doing it.

@Kleanisklean This surprises you coming from the woke left that runs that shit hole?

Bro Twitch streamers getting paid to push the Kamala Waltz campaign is WILD to me.

@jeremybtc Obviously the solution is $XRP and you can't just say "it sucks". Back your opinions. What sucks about mass institutional adoption, low fees, legal clarity and an all star cast from the financial world speaking for and working with Ripple?

BTC is old ETH is expensive SOL is full of jeets TRON is slow Cardano just sucks What's the solution?

@lexfridman @realDonaldTrump I'd like to hear how he plans to support the crypto industry because as it stands right now US bodies like the SEC are pushing against innovation while the BRICS nations are very quickly pushing towards mass adoption. #XRP #Ripple #Crypto #DeFi

I'm doing a podcast with @realDonaldTrump soon. Let me know if you have any questions/topic suggestions.

@mcuban She supports a 25% unrealized capitol gains tax. That's theft, straight up. Apparently you support Marxist thieves. How you became so rich being so dumb is beyond me.

@b0h3c @crypto_queen_x @Brett_Crypto_X @bgarlinghouse Because you don't have tits.

@crypto_queen_x @Brett_Crypto_X @bgarlinghouse How can a person that spreads misinformation has more followers than me?

JUST IN!!!🚨 @Brett_Crypto_X just had a meeting with @bgarlinghouse and it turns out $XRP is hitting $1000 within the next 24hrs🚀

@elonmusk 🔫

Nerfing of the gun emoji matches rise of the woke mind virus, as a core tenet is equating fake harm with real harm

@RippleXrpie This was verified fake news.

🚨 India and the UAE are no longer using US dollars to pay for oil. They used #XRP instead!🛢

Dear @redbull can we please get a can for men with beards? Your cut out bull tab is not manly man friendly. Thanks for coming to my TED Talk.

@Art_by_alicia_1 Me during the dip.

@onepeg Imagine dividing your following by thinking we give a shit about your virtue signaling. Guess you probably think it's okay for minors to mutilate their bodies as well, maybe consult your cohort @MoistCr1TiKaL on how to have even better L takes.

I really really really really hate this. It is illegal to be LGBTQ ANYTHING in Algeria. You go to jail. If you think she’s getting platformed as a man you’re insane. She was born a woman. She has naturally-occurring lady parts. She has Swyer Syndrome which causes higher TRT, just like PCOS does. She competed in 2020 and literally no one cared. The media is latching onto this like a bunch of fucking apes. If there are only 2 genders, then why can’t a BIOLOGICAL female compete in HER event? The XY chromosomal test people are claiming makes her a man would definitively make her “intersex”, which would mean people are conceding that there are more than 2 genders. You can’t be a man with natural lady parts, right?? God this rhetoric is so annoying just leave the poor girl alone.

@ryanhallyall Shot from Levy, Arkansas right as it was hitting. Just south of Sherwood.