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@monsterultrabpd

少しだけ幸せになりたかっただけ|| shedtwt || osfed fan (food ruins my life) || AuDHD + BPD || 22yo || Genshxn/Stxr Rxil, Zxlda, etc

cw 123.4; '26 gw 90 lbs Katılım Şubat 2020
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Knil×🔪@monsterultrabpd·
Should I unpin at 110 lbs?
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@greydayagain im so sorry grey 🫂🫂 im here for you if you need ! i hope things can get a little easier soon
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Grey☕️🥭『🍉』
Grey☕️🥭『🍉』@greydayagain·
i want any sh i would do to get infected rather than healed thats how disgusting im currently feeling
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@butchzai_ @ST4RV3S @qfrombsdvsmdd Yes!! i 100% agree, and it's why im absolutely for researched and responsible self-diagnosing, because it opens up a lot of resources for people who need help. imo
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Beautiful Princess Zai ✨
@ST4RV3S @qfrombsdvsmdd Disorder, clearly they’re distressed enough to be afraid and it’s something to be addressed. Idk I think we should all be kinder to people who are struggling and looking for a reason.
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Knil×🔪@monsterultrabpd·
@omfgitstabitha there's nothign you need to apologize for it's okay! you're a human who's struggling just like the rest of us. You don't need to be a perfect figure of anything. Please stay safe !! <333
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🦋Tab edtwt mom☘️🌙🎮
I am laughing and crying because edtwt mom is supposed to be the positive vibes person who has their shit together. Im sorry I am letting y'all down. I think I'd be pretty ok if this crisis hasn't come up. I had finally got my medication sorted out for once but lol
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Knil×🔪@monsterultrabpd·
@decayinglili i'm so sorry this is exactly how I feel and it's fucking awful🫂🫂
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lili!!🌷
lili!!🌷@decayinglili·
so fucking performative of my college to offer mental health services then literally kick students out for expressing suicid@l thoughts and have professors employed who are notorious for failing students and making them feel dumb and worthless 🙄
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Knil×🔪@monsterultrabpd·
@suicidebyangel i take social breaks and just bear the guilty feeling. after i get used to taking care of myself sometimes, it gets easier than wearing myself out all the time
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🦄 angel ‧°𓏲ּ𝄢
🦄 angel ‧°𓏲ּ𝄢@suicidebyangel·
when you are socially burnt out 24/7 are you supposed to just force yourself to socialize anyway and feel exhausted or are you supposed to just do nothing and feel bad
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Enigma system 🪐 Edtwt
I have many mixed opinions on forced recovery as someone whose life was saved because of forced recovery. I also had a loved one who died of their anorexia who was in forced recovery a lot. It gave them more years and we both knew it was both awful but for the best.
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Knil×🔪@monsterultrabpd·
@dingster71902 my ed started because i had unrelated eating and was very overweight and was tired of pretending i didn't hate myself. i brought energy drinks !!!
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lalanewnew
lalanewnew@dingster71902·
why ur ed started buffet + any cute pic for #edtwt hi my name is lala i brought the table and my ed started because my dance teacher said i was too fat to do certain dances
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Knil×🔪@monsterultrabpd·
@fr4gi1eb0n3s telling me this right after i finished my almond butter... 😔 /j
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☆★ bat !!
☆★ bat !!@fr4gi1eb0n3s·
wait guys. tofu w pb . . this is bussin 😩 why is this not a thing yet oml spread the word
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Knil×🔪@monsterultrabpd·
@ohsomagica111 when i get to like 90 lbs gonna buy some creeper boxers. theyre like major gender envy for me for some reason
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˖ ࣪ ⊹ 𐙚 lia 𐙚 ⊹ ࣪ ˖
what are some wl rewards that don’t involve food or spending money?… probably nothing but it’s worth asking
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@diavinyl ah that wasn't really what i meant but thats great too ! <3
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ezekiel@diavinyl·
@monsterultrabpd i would never look down on someone or feel ‘sorry’ out of formality any way and i reallt value her. i appreciate you saying this a lot, thank you < 3
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ezekiel@diavinyl·
hi, as a person who never struggled with self-harm, i noticed my friend has obvious self harm scars. how do i show that im there for her and make a comfortable environment for her to open up if she wants to? can #SHTWT help? i genuinely don’t want to make her upset.
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who is this sassy lost child
Genshin Impact@GenshinImpact

#GenshinImpact #Prune "Dear Klee: Mommy knows that Big Brother Albedo's busy with research, Big Brother Mini Durin's busy studying, and Uncle Varka's being watched closely by Acting Grand Master Jean, so none of them can spend all day playing with you... But don't worry! There's a big sister named Prune who's heard some things Mommy said and is now heading to Mondstadt. She always says complicated stuff, sure. But she's just like you — at the perfect age to have carefree fun. Mommy just knows you two will become great friends!" — Alice, in a letter to Klee ◆ Name: Prune ◆ Title: Childlike Dreams Cherished ◆ The Littlest "Witch Hunter," Guided by Precocious Reason ◆ Vision: Anemo ◆ Constellation: Turris Venefica

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Knil×🔪@monsterultrabpd·
@sianais_ been my collarbone lately... my hip bones also cuz theyre easy to just subtly place my hands on like im just resting my hands on my hips
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siana@sianais_·
edtwt what r ur comfort bone?
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@diavinyl i think also like. just listening whenever they open up to you. i dont expect you to do what i did, but I've always talked too much when someone is opening up to me when I've realized being silent is better
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Knil×🔪@monsterultrabpd·
@diavinyl dont mention anything about them is when I've been most appreciative of my friends and made it easier to be more comfortable. i also know somegimes they'll try to apologize out of sympathy of something happening that they think would be triggering but isn't, and it's awkward tbh
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jess。⋆ * ⋆. 𐀔@ghostedpixie·
ed’s are so interesting bc i just got triggered by pooping too regularly
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Knil×🔪@monsterultrabpd·
@wastedwannabe wait whats normietwt saying. im one of the people thats got mia...
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† 𝖒𝖎𝖓
† 𝖒𝖎𝖓@wastedwannabe·
13.04.26 shedtwt news brief: - the time of the month where half of edtwt goes inactive lol - alexa demie at the euphoria s3 premier - normaltwt completely misunderstanding the "don't aim for more than 10k steps" tweet - STOP EATING DOG FOOD, GUYS. [1/4]
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@YourLemonLove thats so fucking evil. "empath," but you're bullying somebody with a personality disorder. okay
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@kaane0 i love baking but hate cooking. cooking feels too arbitrary to get it right but baking is always exact and has very thorough instructions
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kanna ⋆˚࿔
kanna ⋆˚࿔@kaane0·
is it just me, or do a lot of people with an ed like to bake?
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she is suffering
she is suffering@terrorful79301·
why don’t other people hold railings when they go up and down the stairs ? i notice that nobody else does you would rather walk without the railing ? How come ?
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