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my legs, feet, and arms are constantly going numb and tingling help

the way i eat my food and how long i take and all that stuff matters to me more than the amount of cals, even if i had 800 but i ate mindfully ill be ok, but 500 and i was gorging ill feel so guilty

wheres my money

@alluringfloral stop i have really short hands too

bmi 18 vs now my short hands is going to kill me

@stariiyed wait how, did u use like a instant mocha powder??

had my first mocha today! it was pretty good but i need some stevia double choco mocha-56cals

moot hunt day 1 !! ｡˚🐈‍⬛.𖥔 ݁ ˖ #edrtwt & #shedrtwt !! ifb blindly .✦ ݁˖ no dni ♡ and ↻ appreciated .ᐟ

@sugarkcoated it’s so addictive

@naikitten yesss always its such a bad habit 😓

does anyone else pick their sh scar scabs

being suicidal and waiting to die is like telling yourself you just have to make it to friday except every day of the week is monday

i can feel my sanity bar reaching negatives like i’m genuinely losing myself

I need to isolate myself asap!

everyday you’re given a reason to kill yourself and just expected to not do it

i genuinely want to blow my shit clean off

why am I so awkward I need to be shot dead

how it feels trying to take other people’s feelings into account when nobody gaf abt u

when does it get better? i think every year i just progressively get more suicidal

i wanna cut my wrist so bad can summer be over i miss cutting my wrist with no one knowing

normalize being consumed by fear and guilt and shame and hate and fear and guilt and shame and hate and fear and guilt and shame and hate and fear and guilt and shame and hate and fear and guilt and shame and hate and fear and guilt and shame and hate and fear and shame and guilt

maybe ill feel better tomorrow maybe ill feel better tomorrow maybe ill feel better tomorrow maybe ill feel better tomorrow maybe ill feel better tomorrow maybe ill feel better tomorrow maybe ill feel better tomorrow maybe ill feel better tomorrow maybe ill feel better tomorrow

im struggling to find a reason to keep going

venting here is useless, I need to buy a gun