max caulfield of ?twt 🦋

i saw this on pinterest and i like the message :)

no joke when i was like 11 i had a list of all the disorders i thought i had and i’ve been right about every single one so far

Coming to the realization that when left to my own devices for an extended period of time, I operate exactly like a 14 year old autistic boy

having obsessive compulsive disorder while reading hantavirus coverage

@everestarves Okay yippee!! N all good I am also busy v consistently and forget to go on here let alone actually post bahaha

@everestarves As someone who's also got that psych autism. I am soso curious as to your opinion on this !!! I don't know much about OLD / related stuff - what makes it a distinctive category & do you have thoughts on what the prevalency might be ? (Genuinely curious !!!)

I went 5 years absolutely terrified of bagels because of anorexia, then retried them last month. Now if I don’t eat a bagel at least once a week I go into withdrawal

worst part about being an American is that my favorite food is genuinely cheeseburgers. I am the target of every 'imagine a burger' joke made. also our racist homophobic pedophile government but that's less funny

Everyone whos mentally ill should know that mental illness is real but our categorization of it is a social construct and there is infinitely more nuance to these disorders than the cut and dry definitions in the DSM. So there is no use in arguing over technicalities

@malloryhastopee Yo this is my disordered account but I do have a piss kink so target audience still reached (oomfs u didn't see me here)

"Hi, welcome to Taco Be-" "Can I come in and use your bathroom?" "Uh... Sorry, but after midnight we're drive thro-" "Please! Just this once! Seriously, I'm peeing my pants out here, and you're the only place that's open!" "Yo, I'm sorry, but I'd legit get fired. I can't."

@dazaiosamu9871 Some of y'all make me realize my childhood was perhaps much more normal than I once thought

My intrusive thoughts are only about petting puppies and frolicking through fields of flowers because my heart is pure and they are a reflection of everything I believe in. This is, of course, applicable to everybody with OCD.

I'll cry over spilled milk and lonely animals and old calendars and snow turning to slush and broken robin's eggshells and lost receipts and everything else

@nikstarve @wrathofthedeer Came here to say the same LOL

@wrathofthedeer The Pitt please it’s so fun

show recommendations anybody?? i want to watch new ones but idk what to watch!! im pretty open minded!!

Hearing “trust your gut” is so evil with OCD. My gut is telling me the floor is going to collapse if I don’t blink in sets of 4. I’m not trusting her with ANYTHING.

i wanna eat 100000 calories and jerk off 40000 times

@WEREW0LFL0VER TYSM ❤️❤️

@nvrbpureagain Glad you're feeling better!! You deserve to feel good and be happy :3

Life update cuz I logged off for a month - turned 19 a few days ago - struggled with relapse urges at the beginning of the year, eating has been regulated - feeling better than I have been in a bit - probably won't be active as it's triggering :) Take care everyone ❤️

Hai y'all I'm gonna log off for a bit. I use edtwt to trigger myself & I'm feeling strong urges to relapse despite how much happier I've been. I'm going to talk to my ED specialist so I can prevent that. Take care & happy holidays 💞