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˚₊‧꒰ა rina’s #edtwt intro ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ :¨ ·.· ¨: ⠀ `· . ptsdꜝ. schizo 𝝑𝝔 02 ⠀⠀ an-r⠀⠀⚢⠀⠀ nz bmi 17 ┊⠀ gw 42 🤍 / 🏹 to be besties !! ⋆. 𐙚 ˚ selective 🏷️꒰#moothunt #promotwt #shedtwt꒱

at least i can starve in peace at my friends place idec whatever bro

i sound like such a dumb bitch and i’m so ashamed i just pray that God is looking out for me and that my path will clear n everything will be okay :(

i couldn’t even fulfill the prophecy before she kicked me out LMAO i promise you i didn’t purge or overexcerise a single fucking calorie and she’s kicking me out already over “being bulimic” whatever i pray it’s just God hurrying me up the right path quickly🙏

and even worse it sounds like im lying but im not lmaooo lord knows i was eating more & gaining weight, not exercising AND IM ANOREXIC NOT BULIMIC LOL GET IT RIGHT AT LEAST 🫶 hopefully this is all for the best. sigh

sorry if im inactive for the next couple days im packing up all my shit & moving to my besties sofa🥲thank you all so much for the support bro im so fucking alone. this shit’s wild, i was lowkey in forced recov living at hers & she’s kicking me out bc she thinks im bulimic wtf;(

she kept saying “you’ve been thru so much you need someone to look after you you deserve safety and have had such a rough start to life” etc etc then accuses me of being bulimic (read my tweets im obviously anorexic ffs & EATING MEALS WITH HER AND NOT EXERCISING) and kicks me out

my family fucking hates me how are you gonna kick out your granddaughter bc she has an eating disorder

im so worried the only ppl who will choose to spend time w me are John’s. even my ex pimp who i blocked called me this morning on two different numbers like fuck it i guess i have nowhere else to go at least he won’t gaf about me not eating lmfao

i just wanna die bro i don’t bring anything good to those around me i just bring ppl down bc im a black fucking hole i just want to connect w ppl and bring joy and peace and i try my best to have my issues fly under the radar while helping out how i can and it’s not enough

im so upset i felt a bit more safe here and i knew my ed was being a massive cunt in the way of things and now i need to take it w me to my friends sofa im so fucking sad all my clothes & makeup are packed in the wardrobe and drawers and now i need to pack up and move out again

she’s saying she’s too old to be stressing abt me and losing sleep over me and i just burst into tears bro i’ve barely been here 5 days and she’s already saying i need to go to the doctor w her and recover or move out im so fucking upset bro im not even fucking bmi <17

woke up to my grandma telling me i need to recover or gtfo bc im stressing her out too much IM NOT EVEN SKIPPING MEALS OR OVEREXERCISING OR PURGING YET i literally feel like im in forced semi-recovery here and its not good enough i have barely anywhere else to go idk what to do

@losing4jad3 PRETTYYY🖤

❓ you are a truly unique person, in a good sense! 💬 hehehe this made me giggle thank u :3 xo #tellonym tellonym.me/purfairy/answe…

@twttbh me asf

who wants to live with me rent free i’m so lonely bye

you think there are real eaters that just power through the ozempic

@_monsterexic atp im one breakdown away from at-home lipo im sooodjjf

@purelyfair js be careful girl omg😭

i think i’m gonna have to enter my 1st bulimic era y’all my grandma is on my ass about skipping meals

@dscplined i shall try my best💔im already speedrunning tooth decay😭

@purelyfair don’t there’s no going back just eat at maintenance

objectively it’s the stupidest idea in the world but i am my mothers daughter lmfaooo

for context new oomfs lmao im a lesbian but an ex hooker & as you can tell from my #mother tweet i do b transactionalrelationshippilled im holding back so bad from texting my ex bf & asking to just move in & work with him to get my foot in the door of a new city😭temporarily ofc