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monophobic

what the fuck did i do SO wrong that i have to feel like this for the rest of my life

I wish i had the balls to kill myself instead of larping being suicidal

maybe i should start journaling again to stop myself from being on my phone too much.

the cost of peace must be my life

i see why people kill themselves

i want to meet one person and experience everything with him, my first and my last. i dont want an ex, i dont want a next. i just want the right one.

i wish i could unmeet so many people in my life. 98% of the people ive met didnt bring anything good to me.

if i was a little more understanding and considerate. would my life be different?

everynight i prayed that i had a natural miscarriage so that i wont feel as much guilty or die giving birth so that the baby can have a proper parents to take care of him/her and i wont feel like a failed mother who give my baby away

some people just think that they are entitled to give opinions about my life

w6d2 update. boleh terima maggi pedas gila tomyam je sia. selain tu bluerk.

kalau berak takut terberakkan sekali

w5d6

rasa bernyawa sikit after beberapa hari cuma boleh accept air kosong

finally dapat rasa flavour not just bland food

its not the baby’s fault dee

ya allah penatnya

benci semua manusia. none is excluded. fuck all

somewhere between idgaf and vomiting from anxiety