$Toasti
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$Toasti
@yrusonozbro
Some guy dabbling in things online.






So today was a really really good but annoying day Went to a calisthenics meet up that had 76 people! I had so much fun, and met cool people, and i didnt feel alone I helped 10 people land their very first backflip on flat ground And they do this every Saturday morning But I've been so depressed lately and so close to finally giving up I WANT TO GIVE UP I'm so fucking tired and I just don't want to be here anymore. I desperately don't want to be here anymore Then I go and have a day like today and I feel hope again It actually makes me mad I'm genuinely happy I went. But part of me is angry I allowed myself to feel happy. I was so close to allowing myself to give up and be free, and I had to ruin it by being happy today And yes I know how fucking stupid I sound. But I can't help it, I feel excited to go again next Saturday, and it passes me off I'm just so conflicted



UCLA graduate celebrates by showing off the ChatGPT he used for his final projects right before officially graduating 😭





























