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Anyone who thinks romance novels have unrealistic plots should know that I’m 27 years old. I have no money and no prospects. I’m already a burden to my parents. And I’m frightened.

last RT is diabolical……………frank ocean hollanov is something that is so personal….truly the most tenderest gentleness sweetest sorrow of all time @whimperingilya okay ok. Ok.

@whimperingilya @shanyapilled @venshanya This is all I’m gonna be thinking about for the next week 😭 frank ocean hollanov 😭 moon river hollanov 😭 this is so beautiful, and I’m truly just overcome 🩷💜💙 it’s perfection.

moon river and me #hollanov

the dead mom trauma is real today I guess. Both of my fics so far focus on Ilya and his grief for his mom, but this feels rly close to me esp because my birthday is soon and I’ll be alone on it. Anyway. Ilya Rozanov listens to Carrie and Lowell by Sufjan Stevens.

I could write a birthday ilya fic that touches on his grief for his mom and his relief at finding love and Shane. But then I remember that my mom knew she was going to die and wrote me a birthday card for my first birthday after her death and gave it to someone to give to me then

@tarotbypandora *paul rudd voice* hey! Look at us, look at us 😭

excuse you it's propranolol

i need wyatt hayes and jj boiziau trying to set shane and ilya up. after shane comes put to jj and wyatt has a *feeling* about ilya, they come together and decide to put their braincells together and create a bunch of wild shenanigans trying to help ilya and shane fall in love

They dance to this in the club and fuck in the bathroom I don’t make the rules

my hollanov playlist has really sweet songs, introspective songs, but it also has songs like “treat me like a slut” and “slut pop” by kim petras and I think that’s beautiful

@hollanovsy I don’t know you so pls forgive if overstepping, but I also write abt them thinking about my own dead mom, and it’s just a relentless ache. It regularly takes me out. “She would have loved you like I love you” so yeah 💟💟💟

writing about ilya and irina and thinking too hard and crying about your own dead mom instead like man... free me

“Oh it doesn’t align with his characterization” BOOOOOOOO, BORINGGGGGGG, ITS FANFICTION!!!! LET PEOPLE PLAY WITH THEIR KENDOLLS THE WAY THEY WANT, FUCK.

@skipbint Like sorry I didn’t know I was talking to Jacob Tierney my b 😭 we’re out here having fun in the sandbox it’s not the writer’s room okok

@pemberIeys YEP YEP. also if you don’t like what i write: 1. dont read it 2. write your own bro

“i don’t think shane hollander would—” well i think he would. in my google doc.

Piastri works for Scott Hunter lol “Scott Hunter! Woah! Scott Hunter Woo oh ah oh!”

“Shane! Shane Hollander! Shane Hollander! Eh eh oh eh oh eh oh Shane!” “Tu Tu Du Du Shane Hollanderrrrrr Tu Tu Du Du Shane Hollander” “Ilya Ilya Ilya Rozanov! Ilya Ilya Ilya Rozanov! He is number 1!”

Thinking about f1 hollanov and the f1 club hits specifically. I think you could make the Charles Leclerc song work for Shane Hollander, or the Max Verstappen song (but I’m not sure Shane’s name has enough hard consonant sounds). I think the Lewis Hamilton song would work for Ilya

when your pet curls up next to you because they want to be near you, it's one of life's greatest honors

@fujoconnor I love the song choice and the sound editing is really impressive, especially with the overlay of audios from multiple scenes back and forth but also with the music. Just generally lovely technical and artistic choices.

not to suck my own dick but I really think this is the best edit I’ve made

#HEATEDRIVALRY; the evolution of hollanov