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she told me she needed more of my time
i said i have scrims at 8
she said "you always have scrims"
i said "i know"
she asked me to choose
i sat with it for a second
genuinely considered it
then remembered i hadn't watched my VOD from last night yet
she cried
i felt bad
then i opened the VOD anyway
i wasn't choosing Overwatch over her
i was choosing the person i'm trying to become over the person i was comfortable being
she wanted me present
i was present
just not there
every missed date was an 8-12
every ignored text was a comp game
every "why do you care so much" was proof she didn't understand what this was
she needed someone with more time
i needed someone who understood i didn't have any
we were both right
no breakfast until i VOD
no sleep until i study
Think the Blobz way.
boop@boopow_
is the game that serious Mb 😭
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