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February 11th my houselion Ghost passed away unexpectedly. My whole world has been turned upside down. I am not done with the music for this yet. I am crying to much when working on this, Its just to hard honestly. I just hit record and you now basically get my diary, emotions, how badly my heart is shattered right now. My heart is broken. My life will never be the same. I miss him so much. Hold them and love them, Pets get us for their whole lives and sadly we only get them for a small portion. They love us unconditionally I felt that from Ghost. He saved me. In a world where I was always second best or choice to everyone, He picked me. He would always greet me every morning. he would do his big stretch and jump down from where he was at no matter when I walked into the room. I need one more day with him. Just one. I need it so fucking badly.
Some people say the beauty of life is that it ends.
That love only matters because it is temporary.
I begged the universe to let me be chosen.
It answered quietly.
The answer was small, soft, and certain.
He decided I was home.
You found me like you’d been looking for me all along
like, “there you are.”
You came out of nowhere, like a Ghost.
You didn’t let me feel alone.
You didn’t let me feel afraid.
You didn’t let me go unseen.
When I have felt like the second choice in this world,
You showed me what it meant to be first.
You waited for me. Every time. Even at the end.
You didn’t leave alone.
You didn’t leave afraid.
You left with my hand on you.
You looked at me in a way that felt older than this lifetime.
I felt you go. I felt the warmth leave your paw.
I didn’t want to let you go.
Our chapter was short.
That’s why this hurts this much.
Thank you for picking me.
Thank you for being the light I needed.
Thank you for reminding me I was never invisible.
If there is anything beyond this, find me again
If not, I will find you.
I love you ghosty ghost of toasty most
#catdad #life #universe #onemoreday
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