Ivy Hanover

YouTube Channel: bit.ly/Protagonistivy Ko-fi (tips and commissions): ko-fi.com/protagonistivy Insta: @/ProtagonistIvy_ The link in my bio has more! (no, not that) Some other important tweets and threads are down below! 👇🏻

@Whoratrelundar Oomf you’re having crushes in ways crushes have never been had before

do you know how hard it is to have a massive crush on a random ass doctor who character when the only episode he's in is MISSING

And no idc abt that one comic this looks cooler

I wanna thank Arcbeatle press for their contributions to my autism

Canon loom illustration (and another look at the house of lungbarrow) thanks to @ArcbeatlePress and the cover for the upcoming “Lungbarrow by loomlight” by Tomoko M. Banks

@Whoratrelundar @gorgeousblondi3 Lesbian gender 3rd Doctor posting to cancel out that lame ass detrans grifter

@gorgeousblondi3 @ProtagonistIvy

“we have the third doctor at home” third doctor at home:

But hopefully. Will be again soon. Idk. 💙💙

I’ve got a backlog of art to post and one exciting thing coming up in the future but I just can’t seem to bring myself to create or do much these days and it bums me out because I know a lack of connection and purpose isn’t helping me but I’m like not even Here still

Sorry for all the vent posting to be honest I am just straight up. Not doing well at all nor have I been for basically half a year now and I currently don’t really see a way out of it without assistance but thankfully I’ve got it and I’m back in therapy so. Yay.

At some point the things I love will make me happy again but rn I’m just sad they can’t I hate depression sm dude

Right back in the deepest pits of depression but yay for thasmin sort of kiss when I have the ability to feel happiness again I will properly celebrate

Okay ive moved the starting line we’re starting this Now

Added to the to do list: be quieter about the damage that was caused

Ah geez my bad sorry that you betrayed me and ruined my wellbeing and perception of myself and relationships, you’re still not being transparent about what you actually did, and you’re making pointed Comments on discord lol. Tends to make one a little upset!

Horrors aside I’m sitting on some extremely exciting news and an opportunity I did not expect so !

okay im done struggling im just awesome now

You can love someone with all your heart, give them everything you have for years, and in the process of that you will become convinced that your instinct is just your anxiety getting to you and they’re worth looking past that… Very Important That You Don’t Do That!

Never letting shit slide like I did again dude. Never again. Never ignoring my instinct again either considering it ended up being right about literally everything wrong and everyONE else. Even if I love someone, I’m not giving them everything like that ever again.

Kills you inside! :D