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@TheNerdyCatLady Hand sanitizer, cleaning and hygiene stuff, pens and paper

It's scary here. Can you guys think of anything else we may need? The checked things I've already packed. It's too hot to put food/meds etc in the car early.

@Marilyn05123210 Aww Marilyn, your poor heart..no wonder you're feeling sad...any one of those could throw me into a tailspin..I know she still watches over you, but it's not the same..

No cheery message to post.Feeling low. The anniversary of my daughter’s death is next week. I have a cancer diagnosis & seeing an onoc.tomorrow. I so want my daughter walking with me on this journey.She said she’d take care of me in my old age.💔 I miss her

@MarvinIsNotDyin Hi Marvin, I'm sorry you're feeling down, just know that you're important to me/us, ok? And keep reaching out...it's hard to be there if you keep it to yourself

I’m really depressed today

@RCdeWinter Wow. There are so many layers to this one... I read your words several times to try to hear less pain 🫂

#poetry parallelogram

the aftertaste of your worship
is a raw wound on the tongue
burning all you took with you to the earth
leaving me unable to taste whatever sweetness 
remains in the far corners of this tilted room

i remember you standing 5000 miles away  in the dusty heat of a subterranean war
proclaiming your love in the voice of a
horseless don quixote as i lay half-asleep  shivering in the nakedness of winter

imagining you stepping over landmines
to send those words you had to say i had to hear the only gift you could give as you cheated death to feed me the proofs of love

now i slide across my own desert
seeking those echoes i cannot taste 
with my defective tongue every fruit
a dry ghost dripping nothing but sand
mocking me with the dazzling purity of loss   © 2020 RC deWinter published in Plainsongs July 2021

@MarkMantis Thanks for understanding!

@fleegix27 Your numbers are close to 75/25 - I’m talking about drastically lob sided, fishy… followed you back 🫶🏼

If your “Following” count is 6,000 and “Followers” are 2000… unless you’re special, I’m going to ‘soft block’ rather than follow you back. That can signify any of a number of unsavory possibilities. If it’s an honest (extended) blunder: clean up your act! Lordy. 50/50 is fine - even 75/25 acceptable. 300/1? NOPE. Agreed?

@MarvinIsNotDyin Hi Marvin, I don't know whats up w this app, but I just now saw a bunch of tweets you posted, I have other friends too, where I don't see their posts right away, so just wanted to let you know that..my pups shared pizza with me today, even though its probably bad for all of us 😁

Albert is a good boy. They give us so much. I hope Albert gets the bestest of all the treats. Just thinking, has everyone treated their fur children today. I know they would like a cookie with the words I love you.

@MarvinIsNotDyin Bears are good at hibernating, so I hear!

Ducky got cold this morning. It was 62° so I guess he wanted to hibernate for awhile.

@MarvinIsNotDyin I was wondering if maybe he was on vacation! Glad you're both having a good day 👍

Good morning folks hope everyone is ok. Ducky says hi

god my neighbor just called me and she's like... is this your chicken in our driveway... like who else has a chicken in this neighborhood yes it's my chicken... so i get over there and kylo hen is chilling in their driveway eating some specs and stuff and there's this actual crowd of people around her and i'm like... hi sorry mb let me get her... and oh my god... they're like do you need us to call someone?? should we get help?? how should we do this?? do you need a net? like bitch it's a chicken not a fucking komodo dragon. so i just... i was kind of joking around so i crouched down and patted my thighs and all the chickens are trained to come to me on sight because me food... so i got down there and went "here girl!! come here!!" and the chicken comes running over and this group of actual adult ass individuals were staring at me like i was the fucking pied piper... and i didn't know what to say..... so i just kind of walked back to my yard with the chicken following me and none of them moved or said a damn word and i think i literally just convinced them this chicken is trained like a dog...

@TheNerdyCatLady Woohoo!!!!! 🎉🎉🎉 Great news!!!!

So, a bit of good news, I GOT THE JOB! And it actually pays $1-$2 more per hour than I was expecting because of my prior experience! Just waiting on the background check to clear, my orientation meeting, and Skippy's spay surgery, then I'm back to work full time!

@TheNerdyCatLady Also, there are lenders who specialize in "not perfect" loans, just like there are for cars. If you could get one of those loans then you could refinance once you get more stable. & maybe try to establish some credit asap once you get that job so they have something to look at 🤓

@fleegix27 Thanks, yeah, my biggest issue is no credit, not bad credit, but no credit. So I'd never get approved for loans I don't think.

So my plan is to stay here as long as I can, while I work, sell stuff, do the GoFundMe gofund.me/864ed2093v etc & just wait to see what happens with the house until I can buy a camper/rv, then I think we're out of here. The landlord has shown that he can't be trusted. And

@TheNerdyCatLady You might be surprised. Check your credit & see if you can have them track your other bill payments, like your elec bill. When I bought my first house I was in same situation with my credit and that didn't hurt much. So once you get back to work, wait a couple of months and see

@TheNerdyCatLady I know ppl are always talking about how u can't buy houses these days but once you get back to working it might be good to check w a lender to see if you could prequalify for something cheap or how to get to that point, maybe you could at least buy a patch of land for your rv..🤞

I'd just feel safer in something I owned, with no fear of losing it, until I can afford a down payment on a small house, if I ever can anyway.

@Marilyn05123210 I'll complain on your behalf 🌻

@fleegix27 I’m still processing my feelings about the diagnosis. But also, I’m 83 yo…..I can’t complain.

Friends: Results of Bone Marrow Biopsy indicate I have Myelodysplastic Syndrome (MDS), a blood cancer that eventually leads to leukemia.It’s treatable,but not curable.I’ll know more after 4/22 when I see the Onoc. Appreciate you all!🌻

@MarvinIsNotDyin Been worried about you, but it's nice to see the new haircut (looks good!) and the pictures are always so nice! I hope you're doing ok..

Hi folks hope everyone is doing well. I’m trying to hang in there. I just got a haircut. I got tired of looking like a 70’s hippie😃 how are the fur children doing. Treat Time #NoHalfTreats

@TheNerdyCatLady Maybe find out how the tax sales work in your state..in mn the tax sales take years to be finalized..but I don't know about tenants rights while the process takes place..

I found out my house is on the tax sale list for this county. I've called every number I can find for a free legal help/consultation/or just to ask a few questions on the phone, & CAN'T FIND ANY HELP UNTIL I'M ACTUALLY EVICTED. Anybody know any other way to find out GA laws?

@Marilyn05123210 & for the record, my uncle had blood cancer (not the same that you have) but lived 14 more years & passed from something completely unrelated, hopefully you will get many more good years too!

@TheNerdyCatLady Finally some good news for you!!!! That's really hopeful!

My interview went so well! The manager said it was a yes from her, but the recruiter had to approve and as long as the recruiter approves I can probably start next week! I don't want to get my hopes up too high but I don't see any reason the recruiter wouldn't approve. 🤞🏻