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@strawberrycxls i'm so jealous

Guys i just figured out im 5'4 /162cm not 5'2 holy shit

@exasperatedAsA i hope you get a lot of sleep this time around :((

@snowingcals its alright:// i should be able to pass out sometime soon

i had another bad night of sleep but it was significantly better than yesterday. i cant seem to sleep more than 4-7 hours depending when i goto sleep+how tired i am. i always wake up multiple times and feel uncomfortable like all my muscles are sore and no position change helps

wow i wish satiety was real

telling myself “i don’t need to eat that i already know how it tastes” has genuinely stopped me from binging multiple times now

@zzihoonpyo you're so cute omggg so gorgeous

My make up was so pretty on this day Idek what did i do

I NEED TTEOKBOKKI

my routines are my prisons

i feel so guilty for feeling distressed whenever i can't eat my breakfast like i don't need those 434 calories (almost) every morning

i need to lose 50 lbs in the next week

i wanna live on an island with my friends and leave the rest of humanity behind i hate everyone else they're so stupid and rude

im starting to really hate everyone except my 3 friends . like i cant even stand the idea of the rest of the world knowing i exist

@exasperatedAsA GIRL 🫪🫪🫪🫪

@snowingcals literally me with cortis

fantasizing about her all day so i don't eat

@27554800100000a beautiful!!

gaygaygaygaygay all i can think about is being attractive for her but i know what she would value most is me being healthy so whyyy am i like this

eating disorders are mental illnesses which can affect weight oftentimes, Ed’s such as bulimia, bed, arfid, pica, etc go unnoticed or worse shamed. the only ed people seem to know about is restrictive anorexia

@PorceIainEcho i dont understand why they get mad ugh you dont deserve that

there’s this recent trend of people “flexing” not having an eating disorder like it gives them a sense of moral superiority and it’s fascinating to me. do you also pat yourself on the back for not getting a cold going around?

shockingly being homeless did not magically cure my ARFID so no i don’t really think it is