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@FunkGodArtist Omg have you seen Barry? Bill Hader was amazing in it

Oh is it international men’s day? Here’s a list of men who make up for my abusive father: -Conan O’Brian -Norm Macdonald -Bill Hader -Marty Short -Robin Williams -Jeff Goldblum -Jordan Peterson -Danny Elfman -Dennis Deyoung -Steve Carell -Dana Carvey -Elliot Stabler And many more. You guys do so much heavy lifting for my morale in this life.

@D0GYUCK This this so so much! The clinic I went to do transition didn’t give a sh*t about me having a mental breakdown. It was very clear how suicidal I was but it almost seemed like they would prefer me ending my life then for me to tell my story

@HormoneHangover I really hope it’s true. I think I can continue fighting and not giving up but I really really hope that it’s worth it and that it really does get better and that it wasn’t all just for nothing

Even if you feel like your life is ruined, it’s probably not. But you might need to spend like… 5ish years turning it around

@clockface_guy @PlebSupreme Yes. Editing is what I have in my toolbox. It helps but it doesn’t necessarily take the pain away. It might distract me for a while but it doesn’t heal me ):

@G_This_IsTheWay @PlebSupreme It can be hard to do stuff when in your position You have to do more than just wait It does not need to be a lot - slowly slowly catch a tiger 1) Keep yourself safe when bad - have things in your tool box to do that - chess and bed were mine 2) Have a plan however small

I know probably no one will see this anyway as I haven’t posted in a while but damn do I just want to end it all. I wish there were reasons to stay. I wish I hadn’t destroyed my life. I wish I could go back in time and tell that stupid kid that it’s perfect the way it is.

@GinaLouXXCrone I’m so so sorry 😞❤️.

@G_This_IsTheWay My son chose to leave early and not a day goes by that I don't hurt for him. Give your Mum the chance to help you.

@Artist19XX ❤️ thank you Mikey

@G_This_IsTheWay You matter G more then you can ever imagine, please I know you are going through a ton that I can’t fathom but please know that we all are here for you G. You are truly wonderful beautiful woman and I can’t begin to tell you how proud I am of you. If you someone to talk just dm.

@SamsaraSings I’m so sorry that happened to you 😞❤️. You are a strong woman

Oh honey, I’m so sorry. I wish the same for myself many days. It’s not much comfort right now but as you age, your body changes and says and all sorts of stuff. So it won’t matter much at some point in your life. If you ever need someone to talk to, DM me. I’ll give you my number if you would prefer to talk. I don’t want you to feel alone. And I totally understand. When I was 15 in 1980, I wanted to be a boy. For me, it was after sexual abuse. If this ideology had been around then, I’d be right where you’re at. Much love ❤️

@the_truthferry That’s a nice thought ❤️

@G_This_IsTheWay You look back at that time with your message for the younger you, there's an even older you, on the other side of this, waiting to tell you that you're worthy now too. I'm so sorry it feels so bad for you but you will make it through. Slowly one day it will start getting better x

@somenuancepls I’m pretty sure that I’m included in a trans study and have not been counted as someone who regrets it.

@Tea94852859 Good night Tea ❤️

@G_This_IsTheWay I have to go to sleep now, early morning. I like to hear from you, remember, you are seen and we hear you.♥️♥️♥️ Take care. And a big hug from me, good night.♥️ The sun will come up in the morning🌞

@DuncanHenry78 She is so cute

Anyway here is my cat. 😐

@Tea94852859 Yeah it sounds really nice even though I’m not a big fan of snow

@G_This_IsTheWay Can you find a helpline number in your country, they will listen. I live in Finland so I'm far away. We don't have snow yet in the south, but the north does. Have you heard how the snow sounds under the feet when it is really cold? m.youtube.com/watch?v=tXNm6k…

@Tea94852859 Hey yes we have them in Germany too, but I hate talking over the phone and the times I’ve called there before they’ve been quite rude

@Tea94852859 There’s no one for me to call. With my decision to Detransition I left most of my friends behind. Not because they don’t accept me like this but because of my shame. So it’s on me and not on them

@_beauty4ashes_1 @goinglikeelsie I’m really sorry that you lost him 😞

@G_This_IsTheWay @goinglikeelsie Listen - I lost a baby in the second trimester of pregnancy 3 years ago and still grieve him deeply. How much more would your mother grieve you? You do not understand the love of a mother.

@rich_coupe @TullipR Yes I do but I’m not strong enough for that. I’m to exhausted

@G_This_IsTheWay @TullipR It might not be the most psychologically healthy reason to go on living but don't you want to sue the people who subjected you to egregious medical malpractice before you check out?

@_beauty4ashes_1 @goinglikeelsie Not even when they have cause so much less trouble than me? Compared to me they are perfect and I just feel so worthless.

@G_This_IsTheWay @goinglikeelsie No that’s not true!!! I’m telling you -as a mother myself - that she wants you alive!!!!! Your sisters do not substitute for you.

@TullipR I guess you are right about that. Maybe I just don’t want to admit it

@detransaqua Thank you Prisha ❤️🫂. You are so kind.

@G_This_IsTheWay I'm here if you need to talk. I'm familiar with these feelings and have managed to stick around. There are good people around us who love you.

@FourthWaver I’m so so sorry you are down there as well 🫂. At least we’re not alone in this

@G_This_IsTheWay I don't know you, and we aren't in the same situation. But I've also had a crazy hard day today and feel like I'm at rock bottom without a ladder, like my past is inescapable and my mental illness is ruining my life. And I'm really sorry you're down here too.