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❤︎ updated #edtwt intro ❤︎ ✦ 03 she/her wlw ✦ — 𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗼𝗿𝘀 𝗱𝗻𝗶 — bulimic gym rat — pro recovery ✦ sw 170.2lbs gw 115lbs ✦ ♡ / ↺ to be moots!

my metabolism never knows what’s coming… either starvation or a binge of 4593 calories

@fairyyyara no cause literally why do I think my 10 cal alani will make me gain 10 pounds if I don’t add it into my daily intake

@stowopid literally like im out here weighing sugar free jello mix 😭

having an ed takes up so much of my time and energy, like tell me why I’m calculating the calories on a single piece of lettuce…

I’m tired.

@willymagnet69 she gets it

@stowopid The way I opened insta and this popped up straight away 😭😭

when you eat fiber, hydrate like a camel, walk 10k steps, sleep 8 hours... and still are constipated

@princess_dust_ it will be the death of me

@stowopid I just gave up at this point lol :(

@lochryptd @SilaAlor you get it 😭😭

@stowopid @SilaAlor literally as soon as i get out of bed, and i CANNOT be wearing any clothing, not even my watch or glasses 😭

"you're so funny" thanks! i weigh myself first thing every morning after i pee, no clothes, no apple watch, and before a single drop of water touches my body

@penlovey my algorithm hates me ig 😩

getting on tiktok for a laugh but every video is about food, weight, or working out

@meow4salami I should try this …

@stowopid that’s why I just use instagram reels now😔

@nothanksxx0 LITERALLY

@stowopid ..after binging

@tearyeyedoll @whoevenis4tls I’ve always been curious abt these! I might just need it 👀

losing weight is so addicting like wdym i get to watch numbers go down every week like a game

@r0tt3nc0rpVs you’re so right for this

@stowopid and also 10g of fiber🎀

me at the grocery store looking for snacks with no sugar, 15 calories, and 30 grams of protein

@laragasm then putting the items back right after 😭😭

@stowopid spending 45 min in each aisle to read the nutrition labels of every single item 🥰

@ambivalence_g those red dots are popped blood vessels, they are normal! I get them sometimes but not as much anymore because my body is so used to the strain I put on it :// also imo I just got quieter over time

Haven’t purged much, I get red spots on my face after I do it and make too much noise, anybody know how to change that? Thanks 💕💕💕

@cultstarver hihi:3

@soon2bethinn GL MIA 🫶

@she2fat GM!!! <3

GOODMORNING HELLO

@chwaays ofc!! are you okay if I dm it to you? :)

@stowopid Omgg show me